Aphmau Boys! Scenarios

IMPORTANT UPDATE

Hello everyone! Really long time no see. It's been a while I apologize. I've been offline for over a year- Where have I been? Well school of course last update explained I was a junior in high school. Now I'm a senior going to college soon. Been busy to say the least.
Now more importantly... Where do I go from here? When I got on Wattpad I was in middle school. Created these books I have published we're in the ending middle school starting high school. Back then I really loved and enjoyed Jessica's (Aphmau) content. Everyday I was thrilled and excited to watch her new videos. What I think happens to everyone sooner or later. I had a fall out with Aphmau fandom. Sadly no longer enjoy her videos or really her series she would be working on when I checked.
Jessica has made her series and channel more fan base. All these characters I've loved since I was younger are now not as lovable. Jessica has changed these characters personalities and traits. To fit more of what the fans wanted them to be like. That in my opinion has made the fandom more toxic than it was before.  Her channel is a younger audience. Nothing wrong with that. It's just the majority of her audience are actual kids. They don't know any better. Seeing how fans argue with each other over the years with ships that they want to be canon. Or the hate that come to artists when drawing fanart.
I haven't watched Aphmau in months almost a year. Personally was disappointed when I saw series I love like Minecraft Dairies got cancelled. We truly never got see what happened in the story. Nor a reason of why now they stopped airing episodes. (After that one update video) Then MyStreet after S2 possibly S3 it became so fan base for me to enjoy. Seeing character suddenly growing romance interest when they showed no chemistry before. It sucked seeing these series fall apart slowly.
What would I do? Personally I don't know I've lost motivation on writing here. It saddens me to see people actually waiting to see the next chapter or leaving comments that they enjoyed the story. I feel like I don't have the time anymore. Part of me wants to make up the time but at the same time. I don't want to promise anything. It wouldn't be fair for you to be let down again.
Reading over the stories I've published I cringe at the errors and plot too. Very much a cliche and definitely needed improvement. That's where I hope I want to go from there for now. I hope to improve the stories and edit them.
That's it for now. If I get motivated that's great for you guys. But if this is my final update. Means these books are incomplete and don't have an ending. Which sucks honestly because that's never what I wanted for them. In the end it might just happen. If it does I deeply apologize. Thank for you everything that platform has given me. Hopefully I'll update a chapter soon
~Kawaii Desu