Best friends [Valdangelo Fic]

Chapter 15

Nico's POV
Leo led me to his room, I've invited myself in so many time but I couldn't bring myself to walk next to him.

He opened the door for me and I walked in. He closed the door behind him and stood next to the door

It felt like a hundred years before he said something ".... So... what did you want to say."

I looked at him, tears started welling up in my eyes. "It's just that.... I'm sorry... and I know that's lame but I literally can't live life without you. Every day is so boring. I'm sorry I pushed you out without talking about my feelings. I'm sorry I ignored you. I'm sorry that it took me this long to realize that you are the light shining in my dim world, Leo you mean everything to me... you're my best friend... you're more then that... I want you to become more then that.... I love you Valdez."
I finished my speech.. what said is said.

I looked over at Leo, there were tears in his eyes and he looked confused. "What... what do you mean you love me. Like you love love me? Like for real? As friends or more?"

Now the tears were actually coming I didn't know how to stop them. "More..... so much more" each word was painful. His eyes showed so much confusion and I just wanted to bring him in and hold him.  Tell him everything. Everything everything everything

He opened his mouth but nothing came out. He sighed and opened the door "Please leave"

My world fell apart "What do you mean...."

"LEAVE I WANT YOU TO LEAVE I DONT WANT YOU HERE" Leo broke down sobbing so hard he couldn't see "DONT YOU UNDERSTAND I NEED YOU TO GO NOW"

I ran down the stairs, outside I couldn't believe what was happening. I looked outside and saw nothing. Everything was so dark and grey. I saw my house, ran to it. I ran into my room and yelled.

What the fuck is happening

I can't control myself or my emotions, I started throwing shit, anything that I could get my hands on and pick up was thrown. I don't even know what was happening at the moment.

All of the sudden I ran out of energy, I stopped. Breathing hard and sweaty. I couldn't see, so many tears coming out of my eyes.

I felt around for my bed and fell face first into it. What do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do

What am I going to do now