Sana- Mahi dii......
She ran towards her sister like friend
Sana- oh my god I'm so happy that you are here! She made herself comfortable on her sister's bed.
Mahi- yeah, the doctor said climate change will be helpful for the baby, you know with the complications. And Mumbai has wonderful doctors too.
Sana- I know .
She smiled knowingly
Sana- Mera handsom jija kidhar hei? She looked around
Mahi- Woh nahi aaya yaha, paternity leave lene se pehele kafi shoots khatam karne hei usne.. toh drop karne bhi nai aapaya!
Sana- Akele kaise manage karliya yaar?
Mahi- Oye...akele nahi aayi..itna bhi irresponsible mat samaj apne jija ko...Rajkumar aaya tha muje drop karne...afterall..tera dost, humara dost, bohot care karta hei teri.
Sana- Hayee...sachii? Kidhar hei woh? Ye sach kaha care toh karta hei meri...ever after woh sab articles ke...usne kabhi mera saath nahi choda. Last time lunch ke baad mile hi nahi...kitna time hogaya mile ko usse....
Mahi- Woh drop karke chala gaya yaar, uski meeting hei producers ke saath toh bas wahi hei..
Sana- Oh...koi na... Badme kabhi mil lenge...waise bhi chatting hoti reheti hei humari.
Mahi- Ha toh, ghar pe bula liyo jab dono free ho.. mei boldu use? To pay you a visit?
Sana's smile faded, she had almost forgot about Sidharth!
Sana- Nahi nahi.... badme kabhi mil lungi...film city mei hi toh hoti hei shootings wagere.
Mahi -Kya hua tuje? She asked knowing well about the expression change on her face.
Sana- Kuch nahi yaar, chal bata baby kaisa hei?
Mahi-Nai.. topic change mat kar... dekh meri taraf..
She turned Sana's face towards her
Mahi- Tune Sidharth ko abhi tak sach nahi bataya..??
Sana- Tuje pata tha ye Sidharth tha..hai na? She asked looking at her accusingly.
Mahi- Tere sivay sabko pata tha... Ab tak kyu nahi bataya use tune? Bata..
Sana- Kitna aasan hei na aap logo ke liye ye sab? Usko koi reason se choda tha..aap bhi jaanti ho.. isliye nahi choda tha ki 5 saal baad wapis uske paas aajau.
Mahi- Peheli baat toh jis reason se tune usko choda woh bohot bekar tha. I've seen you suffering for almost 8 months after that.. aur uske baad bhi abhi tak you're not the normal self. Ha kaam shuru kiya kyuki tum duniya ko dikhana nahi chahti thi ki something's wrong with you..tobe specific Sidharth ko..right? And ab jo tumhe dusra mauka mila hei usse sab clear karne ka aur nayi life shuru karne ka toh tum usse baat nahi karri? Why? Meine toh tum dono ko dekha hei yaar ekdusre ko tadapte hue. Fir kyu ye sab?
Sana- Woh merese bohot better deserve karta hei yaar.. mei nahi hu uske layak.
Mahi- Tuje kaske chaata marungi agar dubara ye boli toh? Muje toh lagta hei he won't even forgive you to ruin yours and his life like this. That too for 5 whole years.. Sana 5 saal kam nahi hote..
Sana- Muje lagta hei meine jo kiya ekdum sahi kiya... Aapko dikhra nahi hei woh kitna khush hei Siya ke saath? Meine usko bata diya hota meri infertility ke baare mei toh woh support karta muje.. shaadi bhi karta...aur fir puri zindagi khush rehene ka naatak karta. Meri kami ke wajah se uski life mei kami nahi lani chahti thi... usko humesha se ye chahiye tha.. he loved and loves being a family man.
Mahi- Aur tuje lagta hei ki woh abhi khush hei?
Sana- Jasmine ka jana bohot bura hei. Agar woh aaj hoti..toh woh duniya ka sabse khush aur sukhi insaan hota. She said with finality
Mahi- Tum isliye use nahi bata rhi ki tumne usse kitna pyaar kiya hei aur abhi tak karti aa rhi ho?
Sana- Ab woh matter nahi karta yaar.. woh usse pyaar karta hei..aur bohot pyaar karta hei jasmine se. Itna ki muje dard hota hei yaha.
Tears made their way out of her eyes
Sana- Aap sabne galat kiya mere saath. Aisa kuch nahi hota agar mei usse shaadi hi na karti. Ye dard bohot hei bardash karne ke liye. Mei Ji rhi thi na uske bager..nikale na 5 saal fir ye sab kyu?
She looked accusingly at Mahi.
Sana- Aapko thoda sa bhi idea nahi hei di, Aap nahi pata kaisa lagta heiye jaanke ki jis bande ko tum itna pyaar karte ho aur karte aaye ho woh tumhare presence se bhi nafrat karta hei. Jab woh bolta hei ki uski biwi ko beinteha pyaar karta hei, aur uski tasvir se baat karta hei jo bilkul uske bed ke upar hei. Woh bed jispe tum allowed nahi ho. Woh tasvir jo tumhe taana marti ho har pal, ki uske paas woh sab kuch tha jo mere paas kabhi nahi hoga.
Mahi- Par Sana, usko sacchai bata na.. Woh maaf kardega tuje. Phirse terse utna hi pyaar karega jitna karta tha.
(Guys, Mahi does'nt know anything about him being married to Jasmine or anything about that topic. Though when she said she has seen both of them suffering for each other, she meant during those 8 months. When Sana isolated herself and Sidharth face everything with his made up tough self for the world. After that she never was in contact with Sidharth personally, but always heard about him through his mother. I hope Mahi's part is clear. She is unknown to what has happened to Jasmine. And she too assumed that she is his wife.)
Shehnaaz faked a smirk .
Sana- Yaar aapne woh suna hei? 'If it isn't forever, it isn't love'. Usne move on karliya hei di. Agar abhi sacchai bataungi bhi toh woh bas merepe daya karega. Aur trust me Mei zindagi bhar uski nafrat ke saath guzar sakti hu.. lekin uski daya nahi. I can't look into those eyes to see pity for me there.
Mahi tried to console her Its ok Sana, at least try karle.
Sana- Nahi..ab koi aur drama nahi hoga.. ek galti kardi thi pehele usko koi choice nahi di..ab usko sudhar rhi hu. Meine sab uspe chod diya hei. Woh jo bhi decide karega humare liye wahi hoga.
She forced a smile at Mahi Siya will be home Di, see you around.
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Sana was having a gala time with Siya and the other family members when Sidharth came rushing towards her, held her hand and dragged her to his room. When his family came running to enquire he shut the door on their face.
Sid- Tumne.Mujse.Jooth.Kyu.Bola? He yelled, his face red with fury
Sana- Sidharth...Mei .. Muje nahi pata tum kya... she stammered
He cut her mid-sentence
Sid- No more lies there Miss Shehnaz Gill, I want the truth, no more games, OUT with it. He said pointing his finger at her
Sana's heartbeat stopped for a moment, he knew? How? Why was he asking her then?
She gathered some courage and asked- Kya jooth? Konsa jooth?
He let out a danger sarcastic laugh
Sid- Konsa jooth? Oh! Ye puchna banta bhi hei tumhara hei na? Kyuki bohot jooth honge...hai na?" he took a deep breath
Sid- Okay...toh tumhare pehele jooth se shuru karte hei! Tumne letter mei likha tha ki tumhe koi young mil jayega...jo ki mila bhi...tumhara fiancee Rajkumar Rao, kaha hei woh?
Sana- Muje tujse picha chudvana tha isliye likha meine woh..kyuki wahi mere dimaag mei pehele aaya! She faked annoyance Hogaya? Ya kuch bhi hei? Muje jana hei!
He clenched his jaws
Sid-Agar tumne muje choda hi age gap ke wajah se tha, toh usse shaadi kyu nahi ki? Woh kisi aur se engaged kaise hei? Tumhara fiancee tha na woh?
Sana- Tuje usse kya matlab...apne kaam se kaam rakh. She said with equal ferocity and turned to leave
He pulled her back with a jerk
Sid- Jo bhi meri biwi se related hei usse muje matlab hei aur rahega. Get that one thing clear in your mind Shehnaaz. You're no longer Shehnaaz Kaur Gill but Shehnaaz Sidharth Shukla. Answer me now, like a good girl.
Sana- Muje uske baare mei baat nahi karni. She replied, not meeting his eyes
He smirked sadly
Sid- Kyu? Usne bhi tumhe chod diya kya? Kisi aur ke liye jo tumse acchi hei? Like you did 5 yrs ago? Ch..ch..chhh... Karma is a bitch isn't it wifey? he continued- Kitna suna suna sa lagra hei na..usne tumhara dil toda...lekin tum abhi bhi use chahti ho. He mocked
Her eyes red with tears, she looked directly into his eyes.
Sana- Ha, usne mera dil toda, aur mei apne toote dil ke har tukde se usse pyaar karti hu. Bas difference itna hei ki mei aaj bhi usse pyaar karti hu. Mere liye mera pyaar tab bhi kam nahi hua jab usne muje choda. Mei usse nafrat karti hu aur pyaar bhi aur muje nahi pata muje usse kya chahiye.... Hayee rabba..kya bol rhi hu mei.. she murmured the last part to herself and covered her mouth with her palm.
Anger and confusion surrounded Sidharth but they were soon replaced by a deadly emotion - agony.
He turned and opened the door. By the time she came out of his room, he was out of the house. He walked aimlessly on the road.
She has managed to do that again. Shame on him that he let her hurt him again and again and again. He was a failure. These 5 years he had worked hard to earn every penny of money to satisfy his ego and all that was a lie; she only wanted to get rid of him? All these years he had hoped in a tiny corner of his heart that she would come back and tell him it was all a lie and that she loved him. He hated her and he loved her just like she did but her's wasn't for him it was for someone else.
He went to a bar. He hadn't touched alcohol ever since Siya came to his life, but today even Siya's thoughts couldn't stop him. By the time he returned home post midnight he was fully drunk. Everyone in the family had retired to their rooms after waiting for him. Sana was walking to and fro in the drawing room when the doorbell rang. She quickly opened the door to find him swaying under the effect of alcohol. She held him by his arms and tried to stabilize his walk. She settled him on his bed and turned to close the door when she felt a pull.
Sid- Tu muje firse chodke jaa rhi hei.. he complained like a baby. Making her heart skip a beat and it started racing the next micro second.
Sana- na..nahi..mei darwaza bandh karri thi. She stammered
Sid- Ohh...acha..ja bandh karde darwaza.. He said leaving her hand
She felt disappointed. Did she expect him to hold longer? Shaking her head she closed the door and went towards the sofa.
Sid- Kaha ja rhi hei..idhar aa na. He ordered
She thought he was drunk and it won't be wise to start a fight moreover she had never dealt with a drunken Sid, she decided to obey him.
Sid- Beith idhar. He pointed at the space next to him on his bed.
Sana- Sidharth mei..Mei kaise beith sakti hu tere bed pe... she fumbled with the hem of her saree
He raised his brow at her .
Sid- Kyu? Ye bed mei kya hei? Nai acha laga tuje? Mai susu nehi karta bed mei, promise. He said pouting his lips, sincerely.
She didn't argue and sat there. He pushed her and she fell softly on the bed, he joined her and adjusted next to her. He smiled at her
Sid- Meko terse bohot saari baate karne hei babyy...
Her heart did a somersault, he called her baby, she smiled
Sid- Tuje baat nahi karni merse? He asked complaining with a pout
Sana- Muje kyu nahi karni..bilkul karni hei baat terse.. she smiled at him
Sid- Kya baat karni hei bata..kiske baare mei baat karni hei?
Sana- Kuch bhi, baat kar..
Sid- Kuch bhi?
Sid- ah ha he shook his head
She knew it was unethical to make a drunken man confess and it would also hurt her soul but she could not help it.
Sana- Jasmine ke baare mei? She slowly asked
Sid- Jasmine? He asked confused
Sana- Ha
He smiled a full smile.
Sid- Jasmine... she gave me the biggest happiness of my life...
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