Why is it always me? LAMP/CALM (DISCONTINUED)

Turning 8 part 2

Hey, guys, this is still gonna be in Virgil's POV. The next couple chapter will probably be the others finding out about the soulmates. Love you all hope you enjoy this chapter!💜🖤❤️💚💛🤍🤎🧡💙

TW: crying, and kinda sad thoughts.

VIRGIL'S POV

It was morning the day after the beating. I was sore all over and tired as I did not get any sleep last night. I just couldn't stop thinking... I am just happy that my mum wasn't also there. Although she will be coming back today and I am not ready for that, It also doesn't help that is a long weekend so I have to deal with my parents for longer.

Just as my thoughts were getting really bad my favourite person of all time. The only person I can stand being around. Remy walks in. As he walks in he looks almost worried. 'What happened?' I thought.

Then he starts speaking " Hi my little emo, I know you may not wanna talk about this but did you get your soulmates yesterday, and if so.is that the reason Dad hurt you so badly?"

I frown a bit at the thought of my soulmate oh wait I forgot I meant soulmates. God, it's weird even thinking that. I then decided to speak up, " Umm... Yes, it is the reason why I got hurt so badly. Why you may ask well, I don't know what gender they are but I do know one thing I have multiple soulmates 2 to be exact, but the thing is I could still have more... What if I have more? What will I do then? What will happen to me?" I realise I have been ranting on for a while so I stop myself.

Just as I stop I feel a pair of arms around me. I smile a bit. Gosh darn it, Remy, why are you lovable and cute. My brother starts speaking again trying to calm me down. " I will not let them kill you I will make sure of that, but I can't promise you they won't hurt you again, because... Ya know... But how about you write to you soulmates, will that make you feel better?"

I cringed at the idea of soulmates. Thoughts run through my head again thinking, all they cause is pain but then I realized that I had to reply still " no I don't really wanna talk to them, I don't want them to know I exist, they will be fine on their own any way they don't need me." Remy looks at me sadly.

Remy starts talking again in a sad, quiet tone " my little Emo, " I smile again at the nickname I have always loved that nickname. " they will always feel like something is missing without you, like a part of them is missing, like a part of who they are is missing." I start to think about it. Thoughts running through my mind like always. ' ugh isn't there just a way to turn off my brain for a bit' I thought bitterly.

" maybe," I say quietly but then get louder " but also they might not I mean I am pretty forgettable and no one really likes me so... Maybe they will just feel nothing as I am nothing anyways so it could happen, "

As I realise what I just said I look up to Remy to see him tearing up. I start to hug him tightly trying to make sure he doesn't cry. I start saying things like please don't cry I will be alright. ' why do I mess everything up I I can't even stop my older brother from crying.' I thought God enough is enough brain just stop thinking already.

I look up again to see my brother has stopped crying and has also wrapped his arms around me. Thank God I felt really bad. I muttered a small " sorry" and Remy said it was alright. Thank the Lord above.

Remy comforted me a bit because after all of that I started crying. I was so mad at myself that I started crying but I couldn't help myself. I just couldn't stop crying. When I stopped Remy and I both looked at each other and smiled. I love Remy so much. Then Remy gets up I look at him confused. Then I realise it is time for Remy to get his daily coffee. I chuckle a bit at the thought but then let him go. He run out as fast as he could and I chuckle again ' oh my God Remy really.'

I am finally kind of happy for a bit. But then I realise I forgot to cook breakfast for Mum and Dad, oh God I am so dead. I quickly rushed down the stairs to then see Mum and Dad just staring at me. Oh God, this isn't good. I am going to die tonight. No buts. I am going to die. Then I feel another tingly feeling I look down to see a new colour of writing light blue and the note says ' hi whoever my soulmate is you can call me P!' I then realise I actually have 3 soulmates...

Sorry I left you on a cliffhanger and there's not going to be a new Virgil chapter for a while but yea know you have to follow the story to see what happens

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