part 16 - i need a break

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Laurens pov
the text kinda scared me. It said:
joshy baby🥰
Just saw Jaden and Indiana flirting in the lobby? did you know

dude ofc i didn't fucking know you dickhead

lauren
how would i know?

joshy baby🥰
idk but text him and ask him where he is at!

lauren
fine. Im sure its nothing

joshy baby🥰
just check

texts with Jaden:

lauren
hey babe just wanted to check where you are cause you didn't say mention where you were going;)
read at 8:35pm
lauren
okay nevermind
read at 8:41pm
lauren
jaden wtf answer
read at 8:44pm
lauren
where the fuck are you?

jaden
stop being so dramatic jeez

lauren
you could've just answer me?

jaden
i am busy

lauren
k
read at 8:55pm

why the fuck was he being so weird?? i texted josh screenshots of the texts. he is definitely cheating on me. God i'm so stupid

lauren
*screenshot*

joshy baby🥰
what a fucking dickhead

lauren
why is he acting like that? is he cheating on my with indiana? i dont like this Josh..

joshy baby🥰
jaden isn't like this. I don't think he is cheating on you.

lauren
then what the hell is he doing?!

joshy baby🥰
i dont know. Room 356 come. Everyone are here.

lauren
fine
read at 9:03pm

i went to Josh's room but i wasn't really in the mood for everybody right now. I just wanted to be with Josh or Payton. I walked in and everybody just stopped and looked at me with guilt in their eyes. What the fuck is going on. "why are you all so fucking sad and quiet?!"
"you haven't seen it have you?" Bryce said. Seen what? wtf. "what the fuck are you talking about?!" Josh walked up to me and showed me a pic from Indianas snap story. ( ik it says "20h ago by Jaden Hossler but just ignore that lol)

 ( ik it says "20h ago by Jaden Hossler but just ignore that lol)

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i didn't know what to do. I wanted to cry but i didn't, i wanted to run out of the room but i didn't, i wanted to yell but i didn't, i wanted to punch Indiana in the face but i didn't, i wanted to punch Jaden in the face but i didn't so i just ran into the bathroom and sat on the floor. I felt the tears forming in my eyes but i couldn't cry. I don't cry over boys. Sure you don't Lauren. I let it go, i cried and i felt like i wasn't enough. Josh knocked on the door and i let him in. He just hugged my tight and said "shh baby it will be okay. Its his loss not yours" "why am i never enough? why do i always get hurt. I did nothing but love him and he goes out with his ex and doesn't even tell me!" i yelled at him and i could hear addison crying in the room. I don't know what i did to deserve addison, she is crying because a guy hurt ME. I asked Josh to let her in and i hugged her. I cried in her arms and she cried with me. I heard the hotel room door open and Indiana came and was laughing but i couldn't hear Jaden. I heard a slap outside and Avani started yelling "what the fuck is wrong with you you whore?! you dont just steal a boyfriend from someone and don't even say shit? she is fucking crying in the bathroom because of you and Jaden!!!" Indiana laughed and said "i said he would come back to me". Yep thats it i am going to beat the shit out of her. I walked out of the bathroom and punched her in the face. She fell to the ground so i got on top her and punched her and i knew i should've stopped after a few punches but i didn't. I didn't stop until Josh came and pulled my of her. Addison told her to get out and pulled me to the bathroom. She saw my hands all bloody and she cleaned them and then she started laughing. Why the fuck is she laughing?!!? nothing is funny right now! i gave her a "what" look and then she bursted out laughing and said "you bad bitch. You fucking ruined her face and that was badass! my bestie bad!" i just laughed. "I know what can get you to forget about all this for a moment" i know what she was thinking, weed. we went to the balcony and i took 2 hits. She went inside and let me be alone. I could feel i was getting high so i took 3 more hits and stopped then. It felt so good. I forgot everything and just stared in the sky. After a few minutes the door opened. It was the person that i didn't want to see, Jaden. He sat in the chair besides me and just sat there. He had smoked before so he knew the feeling. I looked and his eyes and just stared. Those beautiful eyes. I love him so much. I hate him because i know i love him. It hurts. It hurts so bad cause i knew he didn't love me. I was played. Why cant i just be enough once? just once. Im not asking for alot.

j=jaden
l=lauren

j: i am so sorry lauren. I have been a shitty boyfriend and you dont deserve all this. I love you so much and i wanted you to know that yes i did kiss indiana and i regret it more then anything. I wasn't in my phone so it was Indiana that was texting you. I totally understand if you want to break up with me and i will respect what you want to do. I love you Lauren and i am falling in love with you. I will support you in what ever decision you make and i am truly sorry for everything. You are an amazing girl and i never thought in a million years that i would meet anyone as perfect as you. You deserve the world baby and i will always love you.

i just cried like a baby before i said everything that was on my mind.

l: what did i do for you too cheat on me Jaden? Why am i just never enough. I am not asking for much you know. I just want to be worth it for once. I hate you Jaden. I hate you because i know that i love you too much. I hate the fact that i love you no matter what. I love you more then anything in the world. You mean the world to me and i cant imagine my life without you. I hate the fact that you kissed Indiana but i appreciate that you are telling me that. I just need some space. I would like to have time too think. I think i am going home for phase 1 and be back for phase 2 and maybe we will be happily together then. I am not breaking up with you Jaden. I am asking you too give me space and time. Maybe you will find someone better than me and someone perfect for you. I don't know Jaden. I will always love you and i am so thankful for you Jaden. okay?

j: okay. I will never find someone better than you Lauren. Never okay? I love you and i couldn't do that to you or myself to replace you. I love you Lauren but i respect your decision. I don't want you to leave tour tho. You don't need to leave you know. But if you want to i can't stop you.

l: i cant have space if i am around you all the time. I think i should leave. I think i should just talk to the group and Trent.

j: okay. We can tell everyone to come inside this room

l: thats a good idea.

we texted the group and trent to come inside the room.

everyone was here so i started my speech. "as probably most of you know there have been some problems in mine and Jadens relationship. We are going to take a brake and i just need some space. I wanted your opinion on what i sould do. I have two options. one is leaving phase 1 and go home and take a break from this and some social media. two is staying here and pretend that me and Jaden are fine. That is going to be much harder because i will be around Jaden 24/7 and maybe it will end badly and maybe it will make our relationship stronger. What do you think?"

trent: well i think you should stay here because people will be suspicious if you just leave and go off social media.

lauren: yeah i thought about that

josh: I think you should leave. You guys cant expect her to look in the eyes of someone that hurt her badly all the time!

addison: i agree with josh! 100%!

avani: bebe you should do what you think is best. you shouldn't be asking us. We don't know how you are feeling inside. Do what you think is right okay?

everyone: yeah

lauren: okay. I am going to go to bed. I will let you know tomorrow.

everyone: okay

avani: i love you

addison: yeah we all do

Bryce: yep

everyone went in their rooms and i totally forgot i was sharing a room with Jaden. I just brushed my teeth and went to bed. My back was facing and i was looking through tiktok when i came across a photo on tiktokroom

 My back was facing and i was looking through tiktok when i came across a photo on tiktokroom

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tiktokroom Jadenhossler caught cheating on laurenrichards ☕️

fuck this. I just started crying and Jaden heard me from the bathroom and came and asked me whats wrong. I just showed him my phone..



lol long chapter for you loves. hope you like the drama😅😅😳

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