Jaden Hossler fanfic

part 17 -

Jadens pov
lauren showed me a picture of me and Indiana on tiktok room. I felt so bad. I loved lauren and i didn't even like Indiana. I could see in her eyes that she was hurt and disappointed. I started to tear up and i couldn't say anything but "i am so sorry Lauren" and she just turned around and cried even more. I took a shower and went in my suitcase and got a t shirt and some sweatpants. Lauren turned around and looked me in the eye and said "i am going home" it hurt me so bad just to hear those words. She was leaving because of ME. "okay. I understand" I said. I was hurt. I was mainly hurting because i hurt the one that i cared about the most. I got to bed and her back was facing me. I looked through instagram and then Lauren turned around and faced me. "can we have one last cuddle?" she asked with puppy eyes. I just nodded and pulled her into my arms. She had her head on my chest and i played with her hair. "i'm gonna miss this" she said "yeah me too" i said and a tear rolled down my face. I started lightly crying and she heard me and looked at me. She wiped my tear with her thumb and said "Dont cry Jaden. it hurts me to see you cry" "sorry it's just hard to look at you knowing i hurt you" i just said crying. "Jaden its fine. I just need a break from all this and it will be hard for me to be around you and Indiana 24/7 for over a month" she said and i understood her. "I get it" i couldn't say anything else. We soon fell asleep cuddling.

laurens pov
i woke up in Jadens arms and checked the time, It was 8:45. I got up and took a shower. I just thought of the last time i was in the shower and it hurt. My ride was going to be here at 1:00pm so i wanted to hang out with Josh. I texted him and told him to meet me in the lobby after 30 minutes. I just did a light makeup and put on sweatpants and Jadens t shirt. I packed everything and then went to the lobby. We went to a mall and got breakfast at starbucks. I decided i wanted to give Jaden something. I bought a teddy bear that had "i will always love you" on it. I sprayed my perfume on it and wrote a little note.

the note:

Jaden. You have made my life so much better. I know you made a mistake and i really do forgive you. I just need some space and time for myself and i don't want you to worry about me. If you find someone that you really like then go for it. I will be waiting for you and you will always be my number 1. I respect you and i know that every decision you make will be the right one. I will miss your hugs, your touch, your kisses and everything about you. You are perfect Jaden. I know you don't believe that yourself but you truly are. You treated me like a queen and i always felt good about myself when you complimented me. Those small things Jaden. "you look great", "you are beautiful" and "i love you". Those comments mean so much. You always make me laugh. Even if i am mad or sad you always manage to make me laugh. I will miss everything about you Jaden. I love you. I always will. I will wait for you and i hope you will wait for me too. But if you move on thats great for you and i will support you. Text me if you want too and call me or facetime me or whatever. I am here.
Jaden Hossler. You changed me. I love you.

me and Josh went back to the hotel around 12:20pm and i just said my goodbyes and talked to everyone. When the time was 12:40 i decided to say goodbye to Jaden. This will be hard. I walked in and saw Jaden in his phone on the bed. He just looked at me and then looked away. "Jaden im leaving" i said. "I know. I just don't want to say goodbye" i just hugged him and said "i have something for you" and i gave him the teddy bear. I told him that he should read the note when i am gone. "One last kiss?" he asked and i kissed him. That felt so good. I pulled away, hugged him and whispered in his ear "i love you Jaden" and he said "i love you more babygirl". I stood up and left. I hugged everyone and got in the uber. I only had to drive for about 2 hours

jadens pov
i read the note and cried so much that it hurt. I really wanted her back but i had to respect her choice. I went on twitter and saw that Lauren had tweeted 2 tweets.

lauren
I already miss you.

lauren
i hate myself🙄

i decided to tweet too

jadn
i miss you more. I dont hate you🥺

i got a lot of comments about lauren but i didn't really care. I just ignored it and decided to take a nap 💤.

laurens pov
i got home and i decided to take a hot bubble bath. I decided to tweet something and i saw that Jaden tweeted too basically answering my tweet. I didn't really think of it but i decided to post on finsta.

hissister you made me happy. Never forget that!

avani love you bebe
> laurenrichards love you more
joshrichards just come back and get your man dude
> laurenrichards 😕
jadenhossler Come back
> laurenrichards you can always come to me dude
> jadenhossler i want to
> laurenrichards who is stopping you?
paytonmoormeier i feel like my parents got a divorce 😭
> laurenrichards we didn't i promise
> jadenhossler we will be married again soon
> laurenrichards idiot
addisonre always my number one ship
> laurenrichards mine too
> jadenhossler ^^
brycehall i didn't thought i would ever say that but i really miss you Lauren..
> laurenrichards i miss you too

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i decided to just eat and unpack and listen to some music and just chill. I then just went to bed.