part 19 - my hearts comatose

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*two months later*

laurens pov
me and jaden didn't talk at all after i got home. Tour was over and Josh moved in with the boys so i lived alone. Josh told me that Jaden had been acting weird ever since we took a break, we can call it a break up now. He said that Jaden had been taking random girls home for one night standes. I wanted to check on him but i didn't want any drama. he tweeted something that really got me.

jadenhossler
it sill doesn't feel right. At all.

so i decided to tweet kinda "answering" him

laurenrichards
it really doesn't..

and he tweeted again

jadenhossler
do you even care ?

laurenrichards
do you?

jadenhossler
of course!

laurenrichards
there we got the answer to my question..

Jaden actually wrote a song named "comatose" the song is very good but i have a feeling it's about me. "I dont care enough to miss you after all the shit we've been through my heart's comatose, comatose", "you played the victim in reality you never were", "you were my best friend now you're dead to me" "new lease without you i confess that i'm happy you're gone", "you wasted all my fucking time were never really in my life you were curvin' and i could imagine I love you but fuck you" and "ashes from all the mess you left" were definitely the lyrics that hurt me the most.

I took a shower and listened to music and decided to go for a drive. I drove to mcdonalds and got a lot of food and took a big decision. I was going to sway. I texted Josh and he said that they got an extra room. I went home and packed some clothes cause maybe i will me staying there if everything went well.

after a hour drive i was there. I called Josh and he came outside. I jumped in his arms and hugged him for couple of minutes. We stayed outside for a bit until i was ready. We went inside and Josh said that everyone exept Jaden was in the living room. I went there and hugged everyone and then went to Jadens room.

I knocked on the door and he said "what do you want" so i just opened the door. He laid on the bed crying and clearly high. "What the hell are you doing here?" he asked angry and hurt.  "i wanted to see you" i said "yeah sure" i said. I  really wasn't in the mood for his bullshit so i sat on his bed and said "okay Jaden you are going to shut up now okay?" "okay whatever" he said. He is so hurt. "If you really think that i never cared or that i didn't fucking love you then you are very fucking wrong. I loved you too much Jaden. I loved you with all my heart. I dont think i have to remind you that YOU are the one that cheated on ME. not the other way okay. I just needed break from everything. I still love you Jaden and i never fell out of love. I am still in love with you and i don't think i will ever stop. I know you don't love me anymore and i understand. I really hope you know better then thinking i didn't care. I really hope that. I love you Jaden. You can talk now..". I didn't even realise i was crying like a baby at this point. He was crying too. I added "i think you should get some rest before you talk. You are clearly high". "no wait.. can you cuddle me?" i couldn't say no to that cutie.. "sure" i laid his head on my chest and played with his hair. "you know i never fell out of love. I brought tons of girls here and i never felt anything for them like i felt for you. I tried to much to get over you but nothing worked.. I love you Lauren" he said and i felt a tear form in my eyes. "Jaden you don't know what you are saying you are high" i said and i knew that i was hoping he knew what he was saying. "Can i do something?" he asked "uh sure" i replied. He faced me, Pulled my waist and i felt his lips on mine. It took my some time to kiss back but eventually i did. I missed this, and i missed him. He pulled away laid my head on his chest and said "lets take a nap" so we both fell asleep.

We both woke up to our phones blowing up. I checked and saw that Josh posted on instagram.

 I checked and saw that Josh posted on instagram

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joshrichards guess who's back!
tagged jadenhossler laurenrichards

paytonmoormeier my parents back together?
> laurenrichards no
> jadenhossler not yet🤞🏻
> paytonmoormeier 😳
lilhuddy i live for this relationship!!
> avani ^^
> anthonyreeves who doesn't?
cynthiaparker kinda cute tbh
> laurenrichards thanks Cynthia
> joshrichards eww wtf
user1 you are shitting me right?!!! i love this
> joshrichards !!!!

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me and Jaden decided to get ready and leave to get food for everyone. The time was 7:30pm and no one had ate. We went to mcdonalds, like always, and got food. In the car i asked Jaden about the song..
L: Jaden
J: yeah?
L: Is comatose about me?
J: kind of yeah...
L: oh okay...
J: going into a studio heartbroken can sometimes end like that. I let all my emotions out and put it into a song. Dont take it like that. I was hurting.
L: Yeah i get it

i wasn't mad i understood him.. right?

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