Past haunting

Chapter 14

The more days passed on and I realize I didn't need Randy or Dean. They don't deserve me they never have and never will again. I was on my way to met Bayley on our break when all of a sudden I got pulled in a dark room. I struggled finding the light switch and once the lights were on I notice who was in front of me and my eyes got watery. I tried leaving but the he had the door locked and I couldn't get out. I accepted my fate that I'm stuck here with him and I just looked at him in the most saddest way ever.

"I can't stop thinking about you." Randy said touching my waist.

"Why'd you do it?" I asked removing his hands

"I wanna explain everything to you and answer all your question but you have to give me a chance." Randy said and I stayed quiet.
"Tonight at our favorite cafe. I'll pick you up at 8 okay?" Randy asked and I debated it at the end I nodded. The door opened and I was free to to meet up with Bayley at our spot.

"You'll never guess what just happened." I said to Bayley. I explained everything to her that just happened and she was shocked I said yes. I also asked if she can look after the kids while I go be with Randy.

To be fair it is time to know the truth. I have all these questions without answers and it's time to hear him out. I got off work at 4 and I picked up the kids from there daycare. I brought them home and made us dinner. I told them to stay put in the living room and to play and watch tv while I go upstairs to take a shower.

I got causally dressed and waited for Bayley to come. I explained the situation to the twins and they were ok with it. After Bayley came Randy came a few minutes after I said bye to the kids and Bayley before getting it the car. The car ride was mostly silent cause we both knew we had a very serious coming up. When we got seated at the cafe I immediately talked first.

"So why'd you do it?" I asked

"Let's order first Seth. Everything is on me." Randy said and then the waitress came and asked what we wanted after we ordered I asked again.

"So why'd you do it? Huh was I not good enough?" I asked

"No Seth it's not that. You are amazing everything you do is great. You're the most strongest person I know. The way you're raising the kids is perfect.What I did had nothing to do with you it's more of a reflection of myself." Randy said

"I just want the truth Randy from the beginning. Please" I said

"It's started months ago when we've been trying to have baby and we just couldn't succed. I was upset at the situation and I had a late shift Finn was there to pick up Bayley but he ran into me and automatically we found a room and did stuff. I didn't even know he was into guys and it was unexpected. From there it continued I started lying to you about some late shift, schedule changes, where I was.We continued everything until Dean came back. I was jealous and angry you were focused on him I know I needed to be a better partner to you so I cut things off with Finn officially. But he was begging to see me so I did go see him and the process happen all over again." Randy said and by the end of it I was crying.

I excused myself to the bathroom then broke down crying. After hearing all that It made me feel like a bad lover. I've known Randy since the first day of college and I never thought he would hurt me like this. I fixed myself up then I went back to the table. I stayed quiet knowing if I talked I'll break down again.

"Seth I know I shouldn't be saying this but I love you and I'm sorry I went to him. My love and heart is for you I'm not ever going to cheat again." He said which made me cut him off

"But you did Randy you had multiple chances to end it but you only decided to cause of Dean. That's messed up." I said and then food came. After a few minutes of silence I asked him where he's been staying at.

"Well since you kicked me out and Bayley kicked Finn out we've been staying at a hotel."

"Together same room?"I asked and he nodded not making eye contact.

"Just go be with him he clearly makes you happy. He always gonna be better than me cause you cheated on me with him and you're still hanging out with him? I'm done with you!"  I said getting up and leaving

"Seth I want you! Not him... you can't just walk home it's too late for that." Randy said getting up trying to stop me

"Really watch me." I said storming off walking home.

It was a long walk home but I glad I did it cause I was deep thinking about everything. When I got home Bayley and the kids were still up. I begged Bayley to watch the kids for a little longer while I sort things out with someone else tonight. So I got in my car and drove to Roberts house, since Dean was staying there.

Since Randy told me his truth it's time for Dean to tell me his.

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This chapter didn't have Dean:( but I promise he's gonna be brought up a lot
more.
Also Randy is a no no. Shame on him for everything he did to Seth.

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