Stuck together// Bakudeku

Moving in Chapter 4

{Bakugou's pov}

[At his house]

Man just FUCK this. I laid in bed on my back and I would glance over across my house to make sure supid deku was not crying his eyes out again. He surprisingly wasn't and I could see he was curled up comfortably in bed. I reverted my gaze back up to my ceiling.

I literally COULD NOT SLEEP UGHHHH. I looked over on my phone to check the time and it was already 3:46am. I clearly just won't be able to sleep at this point. I sat up in bed and just stared blankly at nothing.

Why do I have to live with that stupid deku. Why do I even hate him, why why why why. You know what, no I know why. If we became friends he would be my responsibility. I would have to protect him at all costs, therefore jeopardizing my own life for him. I can't have him as my weak spot, I don't want a weak spot. As long as I don't care for anything ever in this world I will not have a weak spot. I will become a pro hero with 0 cares meaning 0 weaknesses. I will be the strongest #1 hero in this fucked up world.

But why does some part of me feel I can't hate deku. Is it wrong to hate him. Remembering back to when we were kids today at dinner left a pain in my heart. I remember all those days I would go outside and see him crying under the stairs. The many times I promised I would never leave him. The nights we spent together cuddled up close, thinking nothing of it. I missed his hugs and his touch, him smiling at me, feeling his hair. I wonder if it is still soft. I miss playing jenga and battle ship all night, reading books under my covers about All Might and quirks. I remember standing up for him at school because he was the smallest and easiest to bully. But look at me, I became the bully I can't stand up against myself. I hate him for making me want to care.

FUCK WHAT AM I EVEN THINKING, THIS SO DUMB. Ugh I just cant wait to go to U.A fuck middle school. Dear God do not let that quirkless loser get into U.A. I obviously will get in, that entrance exam will be a piece of cake. He will most definitely won't even make it past the first part in it.

I looked over again and saw deku still fast asleep straddling a pillow very tightly to his chest. He is so unbelievable.

I laid my head back down on my pillow and subconsciously laid on the side where I could see deku. I closed my eyes. FUCK I STILL CANT SLEEP.

[In the morning, 7:55]

My loud alarm went off, no not a tech alarm, MY STUPID MOM.

"GET UP SON, WE HAVE A SHIT TON TO DO TODAY. COME DOWNSTAIRS AND GRAB THIS STACK OF CARDBOARD BOXES AND TAKE THEM OVER TO DEKU"

"UGHHHHH" I sat up throwing my blankets off me. I looked across my window and saw deku was not in his room so he must already be awake. Good I didn't want to have to wake him anyway.

I threw myself out of bed and changed my clothes. I put on a tight black t-shirt and my jeans with some plain sneakers. I walked downstairs and saw the old hag already had a huge stack of flattened boxes in her hands.

"The fuck, where did you get so many boxes?" I walked over to another stack and lifted them in my arms.

"These are from when we moved here, they were in the garage now come on."

"Don't tell me what to do" I scoffed at her and was already out the door. Deku met me at his door.

"Do you want me to take some?" he tried to offer to take some since I was struggling to see over the stack in my hands. I could see he had just showered and I could smell his sweet smell of strawberries and coconut. What the fuck. I just slowly grumbled at him and walked past him.

"Oh o-ok then" My dumb mom came behind me with her stack.

"Thank you Auntie Mitsuki for the boxes! My mom and I were worried about how we would get it all over there" Izuku thanked her with a huge smile. She smiled huge back, I swear she loves him more than she does me at this point.