— "my holy box
has got a thin gap!"
i know this will
be over. and the
moment it is you
will be in my arms
and i'll be in yours.
and we'll be dancing
in my kitchen again.
it'll be three in the
morning again and
we will be together
again.
and we'll be bleaching
eachothers heads again
and cry when it falls out
again. and we will soon
laugh at how we couldn't
have been with eachother again.
there is an empty space
on my bed where you
used to laugh and pass
me a drink. and now
that space is growing colder.
i know you'll be there
again. i know you'll be
there soon. and hopefully
more so than later.
this is the longest our souls
haven't been in the same room
since before we met.
the hole in my chest
is only full when you
are next to me with
your phone in your hand
and your other in your hair.
i would like
things to feel okay
in this lonely room once again.
sooner than later.
