In A Way it's My Diary ?

Today

Today was honestly okay ! It's fine and I'm talking to my friends on insta . Oh , and I've been playing FNAF and I'm on night 8 on FNAF4 ! Idk how I did it but I did!

Yesterday was when I uploaded the first part , and I liked writing /typing my thoughts ! I'm thinking I like it cause I think people could relate or give me ideas on how to cope with things even though no one probably read it or will . Anyways , I keep dying on night eight cause I'm always distracted due to my ADHD problem . I hate my medical problem cause I have to take a pill to be normal and I still am so I can be focused on doing my work :( .

Right now , the meds haven't kicked in , so I'm writing this while I can ! It's kinda fun ! I don't write down on paper cause I always misplace things and I'm always losing everything . I only loose / forget my device every here and there but I eventually find it in a day or so . When the meds do kick in , my body starts to go numb everywhere and that's how I know they have !

I have had to take the pill for a while now , since first grade actually ! I'm in sixth right now so :P and apologies if anything is misspelled or anything mistake wise .

As a little kid I was always clumsy , and still am , I was always in a way ... daring, adventurous , and somewhat dangerous . At least that's what other kids and their parents said and still say about me . When is trip , I'd just get right back up and say nothing or "I just fell , I'm fine ! " and the kids I played with just looked at areas of my body in a funny way and continued to play .

Every time I got home for dinner my mom would give out a little gasp or point to the bathroom or just look disappointed . It didn't bother her until it kept happening over and over again . She had told me time after time of repairing me " Be more careful ! Your school night think something is going on ! "

I went with it and tried my hardest ! As usual though the road was ragged and rough so I'd often trip every once in a while . I didn't want my mom to know so I learnt to patch my self up , just a bit of that bacteria cleaner then a bandage ! It's all good !

I wore shorts to school one-day and uh.. Y'know how I'm clumsy ? Yeah , my knees were scarred and bruised and stuff and my teacher sent me to the nurses office ! I was dumb , and still am , and didn't understand nor know what was happening so when the nurse asked me questions like " How did this happen ? " and " why did this happen ? " and stuff like dat .I answered truthfully and .. well ... She didnt believe me . I was sent to the counselor AND I MISSED RECESS ! I was mad , they called my mom and my mom came in and her eyes kind of widened at the sight of my knees.

Let's call me .. Rose

" Rose , can you sit outside , I would like to speak to your mother "
Is what the counselor said and I did so.

I think I waited around ten to fifteen minutes before my mom came out with the counselor. I felt like forever ;-; .

After I came home from school my mom stood there looking at me disappointed , and lectured me saying ,
" Why didn't you tell me? And Why didn't you let me help you ? "

"I didn't want you to know because you would get mad at me and I thought that if I did it myself you would have been proud !"
I pouted walk in to my bedroom. Following me and saying ,

"Rose,I wouldn't get mad at you.I would have been happy to know about this and to help you heal,why would I get mad at you for falling?"

" Because you already told me a bijillion times not to fall .. and you said I have to learn to watch out for myself and start taking care of my body . "

and after that my mom and I spent the rest of the week together!

Well that was my story! I still am clumsy and I'm still get bruises and scars :P , if you'd like you can write your stories down and I could read them! We all have had times when we did things when were kids , so there's no problem in that.It's either we all can relate or we haven't had things like that happen!

Anyways I would love to read your stories as little kids , should I do something like that? Y'know sharing my stories from the past ?

Tell me in the comments , I'd love to have opinions !

Bye bye for now!!

-'~~°• Author Chan •°~~'-