Lee's Ranting/Venting Book.

Vent. [2]

Sometimes I feel like my friends hate me
I tell them to add me back to a call
ten minutes later they finally try to add me back
obviously i go into a sad mood
and now im sad
and dont respond
because i feel like im too annoying
or i feel like im not worth it
and maybe thats the truth.
im obnoxious
im annoying
im clingy
im talkative
im anxious 24/7
i think everyone hates me
i hate myself
and all of those together
probably isnt a good thing
but thats what i all am
so
maybe
im not the best person
or i never was to begin with?
when im mad
i completely snap
and then ignore the person im mad at
i dont think thats very healthy
but its what i do anyways

i dont know
i hate everything right now

except theres one person i can manage to not be annoyed
or pissed off
or mad at
i just
cant?
its so weird
this is something i barely feel with people
so its absurd to me
that this can actually happen to me.
i dont know why its happening but...
its happening.
whatever, though.

im gonna go cry now
bye i guess

—lee