Before we jump into this, A quick notice.
Ship(s): Anxciet.
Warnings: Unsympathetic!Light sides, Sympathetic!Dark sides. Self Harm, Anorexia, Self Hate, mental abuse, physical abuse, Swearing.
It was Wednesday, and the sides were making an executive decision. What would happen with all his old memories? There was just not enough room. Virgil, of course, was not invited to this conversation. He just had to suffer with whatever consequences came from there actions. and Virgil really didn't want to deal with the consequences.
"And now my family is accusing me of not loving them!" Thomas said.
"You did get rid of those memories." Virgil said.
"Not helping, anxiety! Stop being such a let down!" Roman shouted at him. Virgil nodded and didn't say anything else for a while.
"You never contribute to the group, anxiety!" Logan shouted.
"Oh. Sorry,...." Virgil said. It was better than most days. Thomas left after that session, saying that it was good for now and they would re discuss it later. Roman slapped Virgil. He didn't flinch.
"What were you thinking!? He's obviously really anxious!" Roman shouted. Virgil reconvened and put his walls back up, going with his usual snappy attitude.
"Well, it's obvious he should be!" Virgil responded. Another slap. He sank out of the scene.
Dark sides time
Remus and Deceit had viewed the video, and the after scenes. Well, Remus didn't know about the slapping, or hitting, or any of the physical abuse. Deceit knew he'd do something reckless. Deceit couldn't tell him.
"This is horrible!" Remus shouted, frustrated. "Can't he see the obvious mental abuse!?" Deceit had to tell him.
"Remus?" He said.
"Yes, Deceit?" Remus asked.
"There's something I should show you." Deceit said.
(Scene of physical violence like slapping and stuff)
"What the fucking hell is wrong with them!" Remus shouted. Then, "you knew?"
"Only recently, though I think it's been going on for a couple of years." Deceit admitted.
"WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING!" Remus shouted.
"I know, and I want to, but there's truly nothing we can do!" Deceit exclaimed.
"There has to be something!" Remus said desperately.
"There isn't..." Deceit said quietly. Remus wanted his little brother back, and Deceit wanted his best friend.....
And maybe a bit more.
Back to the light sides!
Virgil was starving. Literally. He hadn't eaten in almost month now, and he didn't plan on eating. He didn't see the point in wasting materials on himself. He walked over to his bathroom and grabbed a razor.
WARNING! SELF HARM AHEAD! STAY SAFE!
Virgil took the razor and cut into his arm.
Useless
*Cut* I know
Stupid
*Cut* I know
Disorder
*Cut* I know!
Worthless
*Cut* I know!
A mistake!
*Cut* I KNOW!
................
'Why am I so worthless? Why does everyone put up with me? They shouldn't have to be so miserable. Thomas shouldn't have to be so miserable. I should have just stayed with Remus and Dee. With Alyssum and Marigold.' Virgil thought. He cleaned up the blood and left the razor unattended on the bathroom sink. He put on bandages and then played music through his head phones. He was awake all night because of the dark thoughts. He wanted to go and get a book from Logan's room, but Logan would kill him. He wanted to go visit Remus and Deceit in the imagination, but Roman would kill him. He wanted to go and talk to Thomas about things, but Patton would scold him about making Thomas miserable at least. Virgil was so upset here, and he was sure Remus and Deceit hated him now.
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Safe at Home: Anxciet *DISCONTINUED*
FanfictionVirgil knows he screwed up. The whole reason Virgil went to the light sides was to help Thomas, and he can't even do that, apparently. All the sides hate him, and hes feeling lower then ever before. But he doesn't know that certain sides will alway...
