3 | i am

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Everyday is the same,
stuck in an endless cycle of similarities
Life is the ring of a hollow bell
an empty glass of water,
filled only by the tears that fell

And yet nothing is the same;
Ties of friendships have stretched so far,
the red string we had now lost in the dark.
Anger is a festering wild animal inside of me,
snapping & biting at anyone i deem wrong to me.
Happiness & sadness are balanced on a blade,
I'm a volcano lying in wait
I'm a myriad of stars and open wonds
I am made out of daydreams and horrors too

Confused, repeating day after every day.
I need a turmoil on the outside to anchor me or these parisites will build to a storm I can not weather
There is no remedy.

So I cover the storm with a blanket of shallowness.

Become a shell of life, a shell of me.

Who then, am i to be?

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