I just wanna say, since 'someone' recently asked me if I was really 13, of course I am, I wouldn't lie about my age
I know it's a bit odd that I'm writing kinda sad things, I learned alot at a young age, i guess I have a 'mature' mind for 13, (or maybe all the ones you meet are dipshits, or you just portray us like that) although i act childish and pretend I dont know 'adult problems' I do, I'm constantly thinking about the future, and our financial situation, also, when I'm upset that's what I do, either draw or write, I put all my sadness, frustration and anger into my work, I pour my emotions out, honestly it's what got me this far. I basically just had to grow up fast, dad was always drunk, mom was gone most of the time, I was basically raised by my sister, and at 5 we moved across Canada, from the NWT to Ontario, we never do anything anymore, considering my mom is in her 50s and my dad is kinda all the way across Canada, and my step dad isn't really in the picture (it's complicated?) Before me and my older brother were born we were consistently moving and going places, always going camping and every summer down to the west Edmonton mall... Yea... Now here I am, hardly allowed any social media (ehehehehehehe little does she know I have wattpad) and barely leaving the house. I've always had a love for scary/creepy things, I've always played video games, my mind's a little fucked up because of my past, honestly, only one of my friends know everything about me, when I told her I was in tears, she had to hide all sharp objects from me while we talked too, my mind wasn't exactly in the right place because I wasn't exactly sober..... my past is a little uh... Traumatic I guess you could say... I never talk about it with anyone since I'm the friend who listens to everyone else and helps with thier lives... Its probably not a good idea to because every time I think about it it hurts worse and worse...
So yea.... Here's a little bit if a back story, I don't wanna go to into detail because if I do imma end up crying...
