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It all happened so fast. (Minecraftuniverse)

4th imagine out of 12!

Disclaimer: This kind of a sad one so. Might also be triggering for people who have lost someone.

Today was my last day here. I am leaving forever, out of this world. Gone. I did this to myself. I hadn't been taking care of my health and had been focusing on my career. I wasn't eating right and I would get up at 5 AM and go to bed at 2. So when I started feeling light headed and having dizzy spells my boyfriend told to take a break and have a relaxing day. Of course I didn't.

Then one night when I came home and started researching for my topic for an upcoming project my vision went black and I screamed for Jason. He came rushing into my office. I told him what happened then I blacked out. When I woke up I was in Jason and mine bed.
"Y/n, I think you should go to the doctor," Jason said clearly worried.
" No, I'm fine!" I insisted standing up and started walking back to my office. Then Jason grabbed my hand and started pulling me to the front door.
" Jason, what are you doing!?!?" I practically screamed.
" I'm bringing you to the hospital!" Jason yelled. " Y/n, it's not normal to black out for no reason. We need to find out what's wrong!"
He dragged me out the door and to his car. The whole car ride was silent and you could cut the tension with a knife.

When I got to the hospital it took for ever and a lot of blood work and many more testing. Then the doctor came in and said I had a serious heart condition and I wasn't get enough oxygen to my brain and it was serious. Then the doctor said I needed to go in for emergency surgery because a valve was clogged or something like that. I wasn't really paying attention. The doctor gave Jason and I some time with each other before I had to be prepped for surgery. As soon as the doctor left I broke down in tears and clung to Jason. I told him I was sorry and should have listened. He just soothed me and told me it was fine and everything would be fine. Then the doctor came in and said I had to leave. I said goodbye to Jason.
"Y/n," Jason yelled to me as I was taken to surgery, " I'll be waiting for you. Don't worry." Then he was gone. And now I'm waiting for this surgery to be done and over.

When I finally woke up I was in a room and Jason was sitting in the chair next to me holding my hand. Then I heard a noise. It sounded like crying. I look and Jason's face who is looking away from me. He's crying.
"Jason why are you crying?" I croak out. He immanently looks at me and wipes his eyes.
" Y/n, I'll let the doctor explain." He then pushed the button on the wall and the doctor came in.
" Well Miss. L/n," the doctor said, " I see you have woken up. Well the surgery wasn't successful and you are on life support. You don't have much time left. So I would suggest calling family to say your last goodbyes. The plug will be pulled tomorrow at noon. I'm sorry. " Then he left. I immanently started crying and so did Jason. We just sat crying silently. Then I said, " Jason did you call my family. " Jason looked at me and nodded. I didn't say anything else I just cried silently.

My family came and left saying their goodbyes and some stayed the night with me. Then they left except my mom and dad. Jason stayed all night and didn't leave at all. Then my parents gave us time before it was time.
" Jason I love you and I want you to be happy even after I go. I want you to move on, get married, have kids and do everything we planned on doing. Okay?" I said through tears.
" Y/n, I don't think I can. " Jason sobbed.
" Well do it for me. Live out my dreams for me. Please! I want one of us to be happy." He shook his head yes and we just sat there holding hands and crying. Then my parents came in and we were all crying. Then the doctor came in said it was time. I gripped my mom and Jason's hand. My dad was holding my mom's hand and his other hand was on my knee.
" Ready?" The doctor asked and I shook my head yes. He pulled it and I felt the life draining out of me.
" I love all you guys." I said and squeezed their hands and they squeezed back.
" We love you too," Jason said.
" Jason remember what I told you and mom and dad take care and carry on with life." The my eyes got heavy. I took my last breath and everything went black.

It was really sad I know. Sorry. I cried while writing this and I had to keep stopping. I don't know where this idea came from but I think I came out pretty well for like my first sad imagine. I hope you in joyed.