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❝i know i can't hold you even if i miss you to death ever since we let go of each other's hands i have gone blind.❞
- jonghyun, let me out
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Numb. That's how Cheonsa felt right now. It was like all of her feelings were just thrown away. Not a single expression was on her pale face. No tears were leaving her eyes anymore.
She couldn't cry anymore. She couldn't eat. She couldn't sleep. She couldn't speak.
Two weeks have gone by since her brother's death. His funeral was held two days after. Everyone was there. All of her group members, SM idols and even other idols and actors.
Cheonsa felt like she was in a dream at the funeral. You can't remember anything after waking up from a dream, you forget it after waking up. But Cheonsa remembered everything that had happened.
She remembered how she was screaming and crying. How she screamed at people not to bury her one and only brother. How she screamed that she didn't had anyone anymore and what she was supposed to do without him. How she pleaded for him not to leave her.
Everyone witnessed her painful cries while she fell to the ground. Some cried with her and some only pitied the girl on the ground. The people who cried were mostly her family and people who were really close to him.
She felt like someone kept stabbing her heart with a knife. The pain was unbearable and unexplainable. Her world collapsed and her happiness vanished. She didn't just lose her brother, she also lost her best friend. A person she trusted and loved the most. A person no one could ever replace. And a person who would never come back.
