Chapter 20

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Quick Note: I got a new phone and forgot to re-download Wattpad😁 I am so sorry for the delay on the fanfic. I am so ashamed and feel horrible. I promise to keep up now😘

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On the way home from the jail, I fell asleep in the car. I don't know how my relationship with Cam is going. I feel like every day we grow farther and farther apart. Maybe it was just a summer thing? Maybe it wasn't meant to be? I love him, I truly do. It's just... I don't feel like he's committed. I know he loves me and I love him back. He just needs to get out of jail so we can talk this over... Another problem is nobody can know about us. Cameron's reputation is everything. I am not saying that's a bad thing but one thing is that "good" reputations are so hard to maintain. And he has one. And I would hate to be the one to make him ruin it. I mean Nash is already in hot water because of me. I feel like it would be easier if they would have never met me.

I woke up when the car hit a bump in the road. I grabbed my phone and texted Sarah. It was worth a shot. I really needed someone to talk to that wasn't Nash or Cam.

Me:
hey boo boo. Look I fucked up big time and I want you to come visit. PLZ come back to Florida!! I need you and I promise "gals before pals". What do you say? It would be 🆒 if you came?

Main Hoe😍😭🔥 (Sarah):
Fine. I can see you really need me. I saw the whole Cam thing on TV. be there In two dayz. Love you gurl. You owe me BIG TIME bitch😂

Me:
Oh goodie!!!! Yeah I'll buy you Starbucks or something😂 (I really owe you😘)

I smiled so widely, hugging my phone.

"Someone's happy?" Nash said joking around.

"You have no idea. Sarah is flying in." I said extremely excited.

"It's about time. We haven't seen her in like three weeks since she flew back to Cali. I miss the little booger." Nash said laughing.

"You too would be cute Nash!" I said grabbing his hand.

"There is only one girl I have my mind on. One girl who I can't stop thinking about. One girl who makes me smile every single day. One girl who I love with all my heart. But I know she doesn't like me back." Nash said stopping at the red light.

"Then ask her out ya dummy!" I said excited Nash found a girl.

"I can't." Nash said.

"Why not?" I asked. "Are you scared?"

"No. She has a boyfriend." Nash said as I let go of his hand.

"Oh. Where did you too meet?" I asked trying to find our about this mystery girl.

"On the beach.." Nash said not excited.

"Well C'mon!! Who is she?!" I said so excited. I love LOVE. (except when it happens to me)

"You..." Nash said smiling softly.

Yep I officially hate love again.
I fell like Nash understands me more than Cam does but Nash is more of a friend too me. I love Cam. I mean I love Nash too just not like that. Plus I could never break up with Cam and date his Best Friend. I mean I know it happened kind of. BUT THATS IN THE PAST.

"Oh." I said. "Nash you known that I ca-"

Nash interrupted "Forget about it. You're not mine. I get it. Let's just take you home."

"Nash I want to talk about this with you. I mean I care for you..." I said as as a grabbed his hand again.

"I doubt you care. Your just another typical fan." Nash said jerking his hand away.

My eyes began to water. I started to cry and when we reached a red light, I opened the door and stormed out into the street.

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