Cheats

Chapter 22

"Why didn't Nash come? Are you not telling me something?" Cam said

"I um.. Told you everything." I said crossing my fingers behind my back.

"Well in that case.." Cam put his hand on my neck but his watch got caught in my necklace.

"Whoops." Cam said smiling. "I'm caught. I've never seen this necklace before." Cam looked at the heart necklace and I knew what was coming. I forgot I had on the necklace Nash gave me when I got back from the hospital.

"With love from Nash?" Cam said puzzled.

"It was from when I got out the hospital.." I said.

"And you still wear it?" Cam asked pissed.

"Well I forgot I had it on..." I said tucking the necklace back into my shirt.

"So you were hiding it from me?" Cam asked.

"Well no.." I said.

Cam cocked an eyebrow and I responded. "Well yes bu-" Cam cut me off.

"I really did not want to get into this but this is fucking ridicules. I was fucking arrested and you and Nash probably hooked up or something. Heck you are probably cheating on me with him right now." Cam said frustrated.

"Cameron! I am not! You really fucking think I would do something like that?" I asked hurt that Cam thought of me like that.

"Well geez!" Cameron yelled "I don't know why don't you ask Nash. You two probably talk a lot I bet. You are probably having his child."

"CAMERON!?!" I screamed. "Are you on drugs or something?"

"No I'm not on drugs. I'm done with you and Nash. You know he is my best friend and I want the best for him. You WERE my girlfriend and I cared about you... both of you! And to think that you too did this when I was going through the hardest times in my life is just infuriating. We are done here y/n. Fuck you guys." Cameron said as he grabbed his box of stuff out of my hands. With that Cam left the jail.

"You WERE my girlfriend..." He said. "Fuck you" he said. I couldn't breath. I walked outside trying to get myself to go after him but I couldn't. I fell to my knees and began to cry. We were done I screwed up. You think this would be something in a movie or something in a Teenage love triangle novel but it's real. My life had broken into a million pieces right before my eyes. I was given two choices and I tried to take both when I knew it wasn't possible. I tried to make my life this fantasy and I blew it all. I destroyed my relationships with my friends and my boyfriend. Cam has always been there for me and I have repeatedly stabbed him in the back. I have to set things right even if it means never getting back together with Cam. I owed it to him.

That night Cam tweeted:

"You think you know people.."
"Don't trust summer love because it's not love."
"Going through life knowing you have a best friend is the best feeling. I wouldn't know that feeling"
"I'll pay you back the money I owe you and that's the last you'll see of me."
"Yeah I've cheated but not with your Best Friend."

That's when I remembered Cam cheated on me and he vowed never to do it again. But I vowed the same thing and I DID do it again. I made a decision. It was a step it the right direction. I have a new vow.

"I vow never to be with Cam or Nash again."

I texted Cam: With that I need to move on and get rid of the drama. I love you very much but in order to do what's best for me we can never be friends again. We should all date other people. And I'll be okay Sarah is coming in town. It'll be hard. I will destroy myself over this. But I will eventually rebuild. I hope you will find someone who makes you happy. I'm sorry I can't be that person. We are young. We had to see this coming. You're right "summer love" isn't love at all. Or atleast one that lasts forever. I can't speak for you but I did truly love you. And I still do. I'm young and dumb and I have to learn from theses things. What's the point on traveling on a failing engine if it's eventually going to die. It was fun while it lasted. If it's my last time saying it, I mean it with all the love in the world. Love you Cammy. I always will. Thank you for making me feel important. Like I was the only girl still breathing in this world. Well this is goodbye. With love from y/n.