[𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍]
........... :Hey Emma
Emma: yea
.......... :If You were told to define or describe LOVE? What would you say?
Emma: LOVE?... LOVE Is pathetic, it is weak, it so over rated and that is why, it is so last season So get over i...
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Emmanuella POV
"You know what Ayodele Emmanuel Adetokunbo, I quit!!! I resigns!!!! I can't take this any more! Not your constant lack of interest, not your cheating, not your indecent drinking !!! I can't take it any more! We are over!! we are true!!!! we are done!!!!! "
My mom and dad were arguing again and I have to say its getting worse, way worse than a surprise anniversary party can fix. Today was Friday the 29th of July their wedding anniversary. They probably choose to ignore it because i don't think either of them remembers from the way they were screaming and yelling at each other. Practical the whole neighbor could hear since this estate was always awfully quiet.
I sign feeling even more sad and depressed than I felt on Monday, the day Victoria dumbed her smooth on me, ever since I have refused to set foot in school. But school isn't my priority right now. My Family is falling apart because my mom is asking for a divorce, said she can't take it anymore and my dad said that they already signed a married contract never to break apart.
Addie was on moms side and Zoey was on dads side and I... I Felt pretty useless being neutral and stuck in the middle. I couldn't figure out if I should pick sides or try and get to the bottom of this. I just couldn't decide, because all i ever cared about is school and wining and all that was on my mind was how was I ever going to achieve As and Bs in my current state of depression. I felt truly Stuck in between my home was falling apart, my beloved school hates me, its only a matter of time before science my only Serenity disowns me too.
I sigh picking up a text book to study, at least I tried but nothing was entering. I need to stay on schedule to stay information and educated, it was my only weapon. No its not because of our forth coming exams which was slowing approaching us like a predator waiting for the right moment to pounce on it prey. No it wasn't that it was because that was my way of staying alive that way I would be able to stay Afloat against all odds.
Right now I was depressed. too depressed to read, too depressed to eat, too depressed even think straight. Heck i was to depressed to even ask for help
...hope I make it out alive...
I was going to drop my pen and stop writing, but I knew if I did that the chances of me picking up the pen again to write the notes that I have missed in this few day I was absent from school, that chance may never come back. With that in mind as some sort of motivation I continued updating my biology notes using Mercy's own. Soon enough I was done and then I moved onto chemistry and English. While I was competing my English note, my tummy grumbled and that reminded me that I haven't had any descent meal to eat since yesterday's brunch, which was toast bread and custard, it was already past 6 the day was almost over.
I groaned getting out of bed for the first time today and headed for the bathroom first, since I handed done any morning routine. I figured since it will be night soon, I might as well just brush and bath, taking my time at it. Once I'm done I'll be going downstairs to prepare dinner for the family, well... Whats left the family I thought. I was done scrubbing myself thoroughly and I stepped out of the bathroom went into my walking closet to pick what to wear for the night. I settle for something simple my power puff girls matching top and bottom nighty.