Let's live our lie

Things change too fast

Jake,
(My first thought)
The first time i met him i thought he didn't even notice me... But i thought i try to talk to him just for the thrill of it you know... After that first time i laughed infrount of him and started looking into his beautiful hazel eyes i feel inlove... I knew if he broke my heart it would be worth it... When ever i saw him i blushed... When ever he touched me i shivered and almost melted... I was never shy infrount of anyone, but him... This beautiful guy... This dream boy... I was so scared to say something stupid infrount of him... Jake never understood how i felt about him... He wanted me to go away at first because he thought he was too bad for me... Once i got ahold on him, he knew that we would be together for, what felt like, forever. He was the only one for me. And i was the only one for him. Jake. Oh my, he will never know how i feel like when he put his arms around me. Christmas was coming, and Jake, he was my present.
(Now my thought)
Tuesday,
Me and Jake were hanging out at my house when i caught him just staring at me.
"hey whats up" i said with a weird expression.
"nothing... just um thinking" he turned his head back
"no something is up and you aren't telling me, do i have something in my teeth, omg I'm so embarrassed!"
"no baby," you started to bring up a smirk, "i'm just wondering how a girl like you, would like a boy like me"
"hey wow don't say like, thats rude! Baby i love you!"
"sweetie, why do you, there is no reason, i just can't... its a joy and excitement to have an amazing person like you in my life, i love Sarah!"
"Baby your the only guy for me... I can't imagine being with anyone else." I just stared at him... "I love you too."
"Shot sorry Sarah... I got to go. Family stuff... Bye"
"I'll see you later?"
"Yeah... Maybe... Sorry baby bye!" He said running down the stairs to he's car.

Jake was acting weird... He never really does this to me... Oh jeez what if he's cheating on me!.... He wouldn't do that... Would he... Oh gosh I'm so scared... He probably is... I'm not worth staying with anyways... Oh I'll just ask him... NO NO NO! What if he thinks I am by asking him if he is.... Oh gosh I can't do this... I really really can't... Ugh I'm so scared... Maybe I'll just call him...