Let's live our lie

No! This isn't happening!

How does this happen to someone all at the same time... I mean come on how am i supposed to deal with this...

He left...

Shes leaving...

I'm alone...

forever and always...

Why cant life just be easier rather than a bomb going off?

does anyone else wonder that?...

I mean why does it have to be like this?

Is there a way to get out of my situation?
No dieing because that just makes every thing worse for the other people... So...
How....

(later on that day...)

How could I be such a fool...

Everyone is leaving me and I can't do anything about it!

At least I have Nikki...

Well...

For now I guess...

(About Nikki...)
Nikki,
my forever friend....

we have known each other since what feels like forever...

but, we lived in two different worlds it always felt like...

this year we got super close because of Jake...

we always we're hanging out because they were in the same group...

But now...

He's gone....

So...

Does that mean...

So is she?