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continuing....
Two days. Two days until I meet my online 'friends'. Are we even considered friends?! Two days until I meet him. Until I meet Hyungwon. God, I hope I don't screw up. Just be cool. Fuck. I've never gotten this...flustered to meet anyone ever. Why does he make me feel like this? Alright, Hoseok. Too many questions at once.
I head over to my desk and sit down prepared to actually do work. However, all I'm able to do is read the same sentence over and over. My mind is filled with the thoughts of meeting them. Will they even like us? Hopefully.
God my brain hurts from worrying so damn much. I turn over and roll my chair over to Gregs' tank. "Why does he make me feel like this?" I ask and poke his tank to get his attention. As he comes out of his little castle I watch him swim around for a bit. To be carefree and able to do what I want like him, a man could only dream right? I chuckle at my thoughts and decide that my brain is too fried to be able to do anything. I get up and walk out to my small balcony and look at the clear skies. Some people are walking around with loved-ones enjoying the beautiful day.
While watching the smiling faces of couples, family, and friends I spot a couple. Holding hands and not having a care about anyone in the world but them, totally in love. Did I mention they were two boys?
Continuing to stare at them a woman and her child walk past them disgust shown throughout her face. She quickly covers her childs' eyes and speed walks past the couple. How disgusting. I'll never understand why people have to have such a negative out look on two people who are in love because of who they love. Same sex, different races, why should it matter?
That's the only question I've been asking myself since I knew I even liked boys and began to see how much the world absolutely hated the thought of it.
a/n: :) i wrote this chapter for one of my ex-friends, they hated the thought of me coming out and whenever they got the chance, would bash me for it. i do not care who you love as long as you're happy. okay, bye :)
word count: *the transition in MCNDs' Ice Age MV* (go watch it)
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