My Secretary Is A MILLIONAIRE

9

I kissed her...

Because that's how I feel right now, I feel like kissing her..

She's currently in a state of shock and is not pushing or stopping me from kissing her. Heh.

I stopped then looked down....

Fuck! Why am I feeling shy right now??! I can't look her in the eye.

I stood up and fixed my coat, adjusted my necktie then gave her my hand as an offer to help her get up.

She is not budging an inch. I felt guilty. I sighed and when I was about to kneel down to talk to her she began to stand up.

"W-why did you do that?"

"I'm sorry, I just... it's how I felt."

"Are you gonna leave me hanging?"

Napatigil ako.

Parang nafroze bigla yung oras nung tinanong niya yon....

I want to say "no, I will not"

Pero bigla kong naalala...

A memory of her flashed in my head at that moment, at natakot ako...

Natutuliro na ako, hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong maramdaman, gawin at sabihin ngayon, I looked at her, she's genuinely waiting for a genuine answer.

But I have to fucking handle this. I started it already.

"Let's talk later."

"ANSWER THE GODDAMN QUESTION REXZEL! FUCK!"

That was the first time she called me by my first name. I didn't expected that the first time she'd mention my name would be like this.

Tinignan ko siya, at nalungkot ako sa face expression niya. What's with this girl? bakit paiba iba ang personality niya, bakit napaka mysterious nya, bakit niya pinaparamdam sakin mga ganitong bagay?

Itong mga feelings na nararamdaman ko ngayon, ngayon ko lang naranasan to, sakaniya lang. Manhid at pafall ako. Ayan ang pagchacharacterize sakin ng mga tao at frankly, oo ganyan nga ako. I flatter them unintentionally, but I love the feeling that they crave for more. When I get bored of them I just stay silent. Kasi hindi pa ako ready, I feel like there's a missing puzzle in me.

Parang may kulang sakin, at hindi ko mawari kung ano yun. At tinatak ko sa isip ko na bago ako magcommit into such things kailangan ko munang makilala ng buo ang aarili ko.

Right now, however, I can't seem to control my feelings.

3RD PERSON's POV

Maghapong tuliro si Rexzel at si Chevelle naman ay balisa. Kapag mag tatama ang mga mata nila ay agad silang nagbibitiw ng eye contact. Tuwing magbabuzzer si Rexzel para may iutos ay nanginginig ang boses nito at sa oras na tumugon si Chevelle sa inuutos ni Rexzel ay madaling madali ito.

"Mr. President, we need to compile the DV Designs and Furnishings files. Mr. Palasyo, and the two shareholders under him is asking for it. I'll need it within 20 minutes on my desk in my office." Mabilis na banggit ni Ms. Pri habang nagsaswipe sa kaniyang ipad. Pag alis niya ay nag buzz agad si Rexzel kay Chevelle.

"Miss Z, gather all of the DV Designs & Furnishings Documents and hand it to me in 5 minutes."

Pagkarinig ni Chevelle ay agad niyang hinanap ang mga files na 'yon sa cabinet. Pagkahanap niya ay iniabot niya ang isang folder kay Mr. President.