♡ Sincerely Yours ♡ (Jelsa|FanFic)

Chapter 3: The one that got away..

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Sincerely Yours

J a c k

3 years earlier..

"Jack, stop.."

I continuosly kissed her lips down to her neck, trying to ignore her. 'I love you, why can't you love me back?' I thought desperately. I am so in love with this girl.

She immediately slapped my face, "I said.. stop!"

No. "Isn't it obvious? I don't love you." she scoffs.

"Let's try it again" I tried to kiss her again but she turned her head on the other side.

"You are pathetic, jack" she whispered with those words, I shooked my head.

"So what? Just cause' I'm pathetic, it doesn't mean I don't deserve love?" I justified looking into her eyes, pleading for something. I've never felt so embarrased infront of anyone, I'd still do it~for her.

"You don't deserve my love.. I.."

She hesitated with those disturbing feelings crept on her. I can feel it. She really doesn't love me back. Looking into her deep blue eyes, she doesn't fail any guys hearts on our campus that she is beautiful and from the moment I saw her, I'm starstrucked. I dated so many girls, but this one, she's different.

Astrid is not just any typical woman I met, I mean-I would say her physical appearance make her look normal but once I get to know her, aside from those attractive eyes.. her skin flaw or what people mostly call, freckles. She is so beautiful, she really is. Those blonde and soft-looking hair.. I wanted her more.

Any guys could fall for their knees on her.

And to my surprises, she really dated me but no strings attached, no feelings-just for pleasure of wanting to touch for each other.

I never expected that I will fall for her that easy. Maybe she is too damn good with these games.

I, now realize that I'm way out of her league. We agreed that we're not going to be this way, we're just someone who will give each other pleasure, no strings attached. I fucking hate this. First, my fucked up family especially my dad who cheated on my mom. Second, my life. And third, the woman I never expect myself to fall inlove but she doesn't want me.

I also never expected that we're going to be that close. The days and moments I kissed her legs, her neck and the feeling of her breathe. The way she laughs and how predictable this girl is, she's one of a kind. The pleasure we give each other, It's all mutual.

I guess now, the feelings are not so mutual anymore.

In my mind, I can still see her bright smile, I can hear her laugh when I kissed her soft spots, I can still feel her fingers-the way she caresses my face. It's so gentle, well.. it felt real on that time. I thought so, too.

I just wanna be done with this fucking life.

"I'm inlove with someone else.."

"Who is he?!"

She bit her lip, "You know, I can't tell you that."

"But-"

She trailed me off with a harsh tone, "It's just that.."

"Goodbye" she added.

"Astrid.." I called her name..

As I glanced on her, she stood up beside me as she fades from the distance..

After that she left while my heart is aching, As I closed my eyes I felt a pain and anger with myself. I have these things in my life, I have everything but why do I feel incomplete?

It's like pieces of me is still missing. It's ironic, the man who had everything but can't even make a good damn thing with his life.

I am so conflicted with myself.

I have no one but myself.

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