Jannat

Angry young men

My head is killing me it feels like I have been hit with a train my whole body is in paining. I try to open my eyes but my eyelids are too heavy after few minutes feels like hours of struggling I open my eyes after blinking a few times adjusting to my surrounding. I notice that I am in one of Omar's T-shirts however I do not remember changing my clothes. I remember not feeling too well after coming home and sleeping in my work clothes. Ahhhhh I am starving. My stomach grumbles on the queue. I turn my head and see Omar sleeping in a very uncomfortable manner sitting and leaning against the headboard of the bed.
I sit up on the bed, calling Omar while brushing my hands against his cheeks. His eyes shoots open and lock with my eyes then he gets up without saying anything and goes into the bathroom. I frown at his action. I follow him to the bathroom, he takes his clothes off and goes into shower . I follow him in and hug him from behind but he does not acknowledge me and wash up and gets out of the shower and hurriedly dresses and leaves the room. I was in shock and stay in shower for a minute too long. I get dressed and go down to the dinning room to find MJ , Omar and Maan having breakfast. I wish everybody good morning and take a seat near Omar but he does not look at me. I no longer felt hungry after forcefully taking a few bites of the pancakes and getting up and returning to the room. I go out to the balcony and stare at nothing. So many questions were running in my mind. What happened? What did I do wrong? Did he have enough of me? Is he bored? So many questions were running in my head I did not notice the tears that escaped my eyes or heard Omar coming.

I was brought out of my thoughts when someone hugged me from behind I knew it was him as his musky scent Invaded my nose so a sob escaped my mouth. When did I became such a emotional mess. He turns me to face him but I kept my head bowed down. He lifts my chin with his finger and place a kiss on my lips. I hug him a bury my head on his chest we stay like that for a while. Until hear someone clear their throat I look behind Omar to see MJ and Maan carrying a cake. I look up to Omar in confusion. He guides me towards them we sit on the small table on the balcony. MJ slides the cake towards me " Congrats" I look towards Omar yet again in confusion. Omar slides a small box towards me  after looking at everybody. I open the box to find small onesies written (coming soon) I look toward Omar in shock " we are going to be parents" Omar says with a smile.

" We are going to be parents'' that's all he said. I am pregnant , I am going to be a mother , I have a little living baby inside of me. Excitement , joy ,shock ,sadness , fear so many emotions were running through my mind and I started to cry and bawl my eyes out. Everybody's happy face turns to a shocked one. One nobody has ever seen me cry except Omar and two I was crying like no tomorrow. Omar hurriedly gets up from his seat and comes to me yet again to everybody's shock I push Omar away and lunge on to MJ.

MJ was quick to hug me back and pat me on the back. " what's wrong Jannat? Are you not feeling ..." I cut her mid sentence " he has been ignoring me since morning , he didn't even look at me , I thought I have done something bad, I thought he didn't want me anymore, I thought he will leave me" I was crying so much I didn't even understand the word I said sobbing. Omar comes behind me taking me from MJ. I sob on his chest I was feeling so down, unwanted ,sad I hugged him with all my might as my life depended on it and if I let go I will lose him. I could hear MJ and Maan getting out of the room and closing the door behind. I was still crying like a baby.I was always so in check with my emotions. I do not show anyone any emotions aside from my strong and bubbly personality and now here I was bawling my eyes out.

Omar
I was shocked when she started to cry she was alway so strong and made sure nobody saw her sad. It toOk me a while to come out on my shock when she push me .I should not have done that all I wanted was to surprise her but doing so I had brought some of insecurities out. She seam so broken with every tear that fell from her eyes I felt like my heart was breaking. I held her hoping she would stop crying but I made it worse she was holding me so thighs as if she loose me and her depended on it. More than thirty minutes and still she was crying. I feared her mood would affect the baby so I did the most reasonable thing I could think of. I kissed her. Kissed her senseless soon her sobs died and the atmosphere around us had become heated. We spend hours in each others arms making love until she doses off. Her even breathing filled the room. I cuddle with her and soon sleep takes over