I got several missed calls from Bryce and his mother. I was confused by seeing his calls and even his mother's, knowing he said a week ago we shouldn't see each other anymore.
It broke my heart seeing him so broken, I know the look he gave me that night. It was like I was staring at Hannah for a brief moment.
It broke my heart even more when Justin told me what happened when they met days ago.
Justin and I are in a really weird relationship term, we have sex and don't get me wrong it's perfect, but it feels like it's not us anymore.
It feels like he still thinks I'll choose Bryce over him. I would never choose Bryce over Justin, even though he did that to me a year ago.
Justin can be so stubborn sometimes it literally makes my blood boil up. I can see in his eyes he doesn't trust me and I know, he knows that I know.
I love him to death, but sometimes I wish I never met him. Maybe if I was a caring person we wouldn't have been through so many deaths and pain.
I look at the tattoo's shop and walked inside nervously. I smile to the receptionist and said my name waiting for my turn to get in there.
I look at the print I took from Pinterest and smile excitedly. It was an open book with a little girl in a rocket ship, flying through universes.
Books makes me want to be a better person and it helps to calm myself down sometimes, Justin always asks why I keep wasting money over books if I can read it online.
He wouldn't understand my love for books, even Jessica loves the way I talk about it, like, my life depends on it.
"Miss Brooklyn?" I lift my head up and smile at the cute guy. "What would you like today?" I showed him the picture and he smiles. "A book lover?"
"Pretty much." I nod blushing. Wow, he is very cute.
Green eyes, black hair, tattoos all over his arms and probably his whole body too. We shake hands and it gives me butterflies.
'You're dating Justin!'
Shit.
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I walk to Clay's and Justin's house with a huge smile, wanting to tell and show them my new tattoo.
The cute guy at the tattoo's place is very kind. He said his name was James and he was twenty one, it actually interested me how old he is.
He told me his love for guitars and I squealed saying my dream is to learn how to play a guitar. That's when I felt things got weird, he gave me his number and kissed my cheek.
'It isn't cheating right?'
I look at the little paper he gave me with his phone number and shoved it behind my back pocket, wishing Justin wouldn't see or put his hands inside my back pocket like he always do when he want to squeeze my ass.
I open their door and saw Ani there smiling with Clay. I walk deep further and noticed Justin's isn't here.
"Where's J?" I ask with a brow raised.
"Shower." Clay points at his house and I nod walking straight to the bathroom.
'Maybe I need a shower too.'
I open the door quietly not wanting to wake Clay's parents and closed it without making a sound.
I strip my clothes off and got inside the hot and sweaty shower, I cover Justin's mouth when he realize someone is with his. He turns around and his eyes widen seeing me standing there naked.
