Things between Justin and I are a little weird. Like five minutes ago we were all clingy and telling I love's you, and now he's all distant and not talking to me.
I really don't mind the quietness, it's actually welcoming, since I used to be alone all the damn time before Hannah and Jeff.
I miss having an alone time, just myself. Doing the stuff that I love and having actual fun by doing it.
I miss playing piano and I miss listening to music, hearing all kind of instruments playing on the back round. I miss painting and taking photos with Tyler.
We agreed on painting and shooting some pic's only if he showed to the world about my drawings and painting. It's actually pretty cool seeing him concentrated on something that he loves.
I'm glad he's letting lose around me, even though I wish he could open up a bit more. I feel something else happened to him, but I also feel he's not ready to talk about it.
Like the girl I've always have been, I'm going to give him space and time to heal and be ready.
"So, I was thinking on picking Tyler up, instead of you tonight." I said poking Justin with my toes.
"Why?" He looks at me confused.
"Want to show him my painting." I grab my bag and showed my paintings to Justin. "He said he would help me out, he's taking photos and posting on Instagram, Twitter. Everywhere you can imagine." I say excited.
"Winter- these are... Wow, I'm speechless." He takes one from my hand and smiled seeing snow and a girl playing with it. "Is it you?" I nod.
"You are my inspiration all the time, but mostly when there's snow on my drawings." He chuckles kissing my temple. "You like it?" I nudge him a bit.
"You've got skills, you need to join a club or something." He says looking at another one, but he frowns seeing how doom & gloomy it is. "When did you draw this?"
"When we stopped talking..." I play with my fingers. "It's nothing really." I said taking it away from him.
"I like this one." He changes subject pointing at a girl with a boy besides her. Her hair is blue and the boys is red, representing that he's the fire to her cold ass heart. "And I know it's us."
"Shut up." I blush slightly pushing him away. "You can keep it if you like, but just lemme show it to Tyler so he could take some pic's."
"Sure." He pulls me closer to him kissing my cheek. "But seriously, join a club and show all your arts." I shake my head.
"I prefer playing piano, and you know it." I pinch his nose.
"You don't have a piano, and clearly I don't have it too." He gestures to his own room making me grin. "Y'know, one day we'll have a huge house, with four bedrooms and shit."
"Oh really?" I look and saw those beautiful blue eyes sparkling.
"Yeah! One of the rooms could be your office or a library, I know you love books with all your heart." He looks at me and I have a silly grin. "We could put a fireplace, and when it's cold, you could read with warmth and all. There would be a small bed near the window, so you could see the snow falling or our kids running around..."
"Wait... you really want kids?" I ask taken back.
"Why not?" He scrunch his face. "I really want to have two girls, it would be so cute seeing a mini you running around like crazy." I laugh punching his arm playfully.
"Do you have any idea how hard is to take care of me? Imagine to take care two of them... wait, three!" I point at myself with a huge smile.
"So? I love you, and I would love our baby girls." I lay my head at his shoulder with my heart melting. "I even chose the names."
