Remember The Stockholm (Demon fell x angel sans)

Chpt. 23 It's Remembering Time

~Classic's POV~

It's been a few days since the talk I had with Grillby. That night though the strangest dream occurred. It was me being locked in what I think was closet and I was underneath clothing that I didn't even recognize. The footsteps rang around the room. Light started to shine through the clothing. Then I woke up to Papyrus telling me to take the pills. Since then I haven't had a single pill. I would always pretend to take the pill, and due to him now counting every single pill every time, now I take one and throw it away when he is not looking. It feels like he is slowing not trusting me. I shouldn't trust him because he lied to me about what happened to me for an entire month, so now it is mutual. What I need to do it wait till all of my memories come back before I do a single thing. If I try to do something before I get them all I might do something wrong and mess everything up.

For now I am just laying down on my bed since I can't watch tv anymore. At this point I feel like that I get most of my memories when I sleep. The most I have now about the monster that Grillby described is a skeleton with a red eye, horns, black jacket with a yellowish fur lining, and devilish wings. The big memories I have is being locked in a closet, laying on a bed, and jumping out a window. I think those are actual memories I forgot or it was just a random dream. Who knows, but I know that I'm slowly getting tired of sleeping. I have been sleeping more just to try and get more memories. I'm about to just go to Grillby's to ask him more since he probably knows more about what happened than I do. I'm also about to write in a journal about what I remember just so I can remember everything if I accidentally take a pill quickly.

I'm just so tired of this. Why doesn't anyone want me to remember this. There is no reason for me to forget. Did they hate what happened? Did I act terrible to them? Did they do it for no reason? Guess I will never know. It's time to go to Grillby's now. I got out of bed and went out of my room. Papyrus of course asked me if I took my pill yet and I said that I haven't yet but will take one at Grillby's. Leaving the house with a goodbye I went over to the cozy, little bar.

(Now it's going to be a diary entry btw so y'all aren't confused)

Day 1

So this is my first journal that, Grillby gave me, so I don't know where to begin. Oh yeah I should start with Grillby's. Before i even left Papyrus reminded me about the pills and I told him that I would take one when I get to Grillby's. He let me go. So when I went to Grillby's I talked to him about what I am remembering and he told me that I was kidnapped by that skeleton for an entire month. I asked him if he knew anything else but he said he didn't. Now it's all on me to remember unless I try to push Papyrus. He might then force me to take a pill then. Instead I just went home and took a long nap. I even got a new memory. It probably doesn't help me but it was just me flying quickly through what felt like a maze. Mostly now I'm just going to list what I know so I can reread this to quickly remember them. The kidnapper is a skeleton with a red eye, black jacket with yellowish fur lining, horns, and a devilish pair of wings. The big memories where me in a maze running, jumping out a window, laying on a bed, and being locked in a closet. Anyway I'm gonna go back to sleep.

Day 3

Hey I got five whole new memories. It was mainly what the skeleton looked like which was a pair of basketball shorts, sneakers, and a shiny, gold tooth. Also the bigger memories have the kidnapper in it. It was me laying down on the bed with him hugging me in his sleep with a pounding on a door. The other one was me telling him no when he asked me to kiss him, which I found out his name which is Fell. Since he asked me to kiss him we probably got really close during the entire month but I can't make theories yet till I have more memories. I will just have to wait for them. Also I found out that he broke my wing and Alphys had to cut it off.

Day 5

   So I got a strange memory of me being in a bag. The memory lasted for awhile. During the whole thing I heard the name Siéra so that is probably someone who works with Fell or someone that is friends with him. Anyway I think she was the one who kidnapped me and brought me to Fell. He is lazy just like me. I also found out that I had a collar on my neck during that memory. It was probably something that stopped me from using my magic since I tried and failed. Anyway I just wrote this just to make sure I don't forget it later.

Day 10

I think I have all of them but I just don't know what happened to Fell. The last memory I found was him getting dusted in what looked to be a black abyss. I know now that I liked him when we were there and that he was the one that broke my wing. Also now I have to be careful when I eat. Papyrus has been hiding pills in my food which I noticed before I even swallowed it. I now need to only eat at Grillby's now if he does something else with the pill so I wouldn't notice in the food. I can't wait to find out what happened to Fell, if I knew about it before I lost my memories.

Day 12

   I didn't notice the pill till it was to late. I instantly forgot all my memories. Good thing I kept this journal because I read through it curiously and remembered everything. I just hope that Papyrus doesn't ever find this or I am screwed. Just a short entry for today. Didn't get any new memories.

Day 15

Almost half a month and I found out what happened to Fell. Grillby told me that he was taken to a torture chamber. I, of course, never heard of this unless I forgot about it. It was a place that they brought monsters that did something that was terrible or was unbelievable. They would torture the monster 3 times a day. The torture would go on for awhile to the point they would of dusted if they were still alive. It sounded terrible and I hope that he is okay. I just wished I could of helped him before anything happened. He would be okay and wouldn't go through any pain right now. I just need to find out where it is since Grillby never answered that question.

Day 19

   I finally found out. Only Alphys knows but since she is dating Undyne she might know too. I just need to find a way to get one of them to tell me or for me to find it on my own. It would probably take forever for it to look all around Heaven. Undyne and Alphys probably wouldn't tell me since they are the ones who gave me the pills. I just can't wait to find him and finally see him again. Can't wait for it. I also did some math to find out that Fell has been through at least 50 times. I feel so bad for forgetting him. When I see him again I'm going to give him some mustard. I hope he still remembers me.

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Aye I finished another chapter at 3 in the morning. I'm used to it so it doesn't really bother me. Have fun with the update that I feel is short and cluttered with stuff, like always. Anyway hope you have a nice day/night.