Why Pick Me?

Chapter 11

 Hello. This is just the party and some of the day after. I hope you like it. 

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A little while later Rian and Zack went to go get some drinks. It was just Alex, Jack and I. “Are we going to drink till we’re drunk tonight?” I asked trying to start a conversation.

“Hell Yeah!!” Alex jumped up as Rian and Zack walked over with bottles of all kinds of alcohol. 

“I’m not really a drinker...” I said nervously. I have never drunken any kinds of alcohol in my life and I’m afraid that they will think I’m crazy or something.

“Well you are now.” Rian said patting my back. I started at the bottles and wondered what would happen if I did get drunk, I mean I know that schools always tell you what happens but it’s always different for different people. 

“What if I kill someone?” I said rubbing my hands. I know that I'm not going to but it just worried me, how I could become so drunk I could hurt someone.

“Why would you kill someone?” Zack said handing me a small cup of vodka. I just held it in my hand watching the liquid spin.

“You’ve got to drink come on!!” Jack said already taking a drink of vodka. “Don’t worry nothing bad will happen. I mean look at me! I drink all the time and I’m still alive.” I gave him a small smile and slowly took a sip. It was like a foul taste, like nothing before. I took another sip. It was much different from the last. Almost sweet. I drank the rest of it with a disgusted face. The guys cheered. Jack patted my back giving me more.

“Do I have to drink it?” I said begging him. They all have already drunken a lot.

“Yes.” Zack said. I drank the whole thing in one glop. The guys cheered again. It didn’t taste as bad as the first one. They gave me more and I drank it. It wasn’t bad but it wasn’t good. I kept drinking more and more. It wasn’t bad after 6shots. We all were pretty drunk by now. 

“Soo... guys.... lets run naked....”  Jack had suggested.

“No... you freak....” I said giving him a weak push. I might have fallen from the push I gave to Jack. Jack walked over to me and sat on me “Oww...” I couldn’t really get back to the fact that I was drunk. “Get.... off... of.... me....” I said slowly trying to push a man who was bigger then me off of me. He looked down at me and smiled.

“What you don’t like it when I sit on you?” He said with an evil grin.

“What?” I could barley think. “No.... Yes?”

“Yes you do.” He bent down and kissed me. But this time it was a hungrier kiss. I really didn’t care what he was doing. He got in my mouth and was playing my tongue. It felt right. I was definite not use to the whole not your tongue in your mouth thing. But I know I can get use to it if I’m going to continue dating Jack. He lips on mine, he wouldn’t stop to take a breath. I desperately needed one. I pulled back to breath and he gave me a confused look.

 “What?” I said as he stared at me.

“I don’t know.” He came back and pushed me on the couch and continued to kiss me. He tried to take off my shirt but I refused. His shirt was already off as I rubbed my hand up and down his smooth back. When we were done I was so tired I didn’t want to move.

“Can we just sleep here? I too tired to move.” I said laying on Jack’s lap. 

“Yes.” He said petting my hair. I fell asleep maybe 5mins after Jack did.

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I woke up cold, sick, and a massive headache. The sunlight hurt my eyes for a few minutes. I could puke my brains out if I wanted to. I looked around to see no one else was awake yet. Jack was on the floor shivering. I was cold to so I grabbed the blanket from my bunk and went to lay next to him with the blanket over the both of us. He noticed me and pulled me closer. Even though we both smelled like shit I didn’t care. He was cold, I was cold, and we just made each other colder. I buried my face into his chest and he put his face in my hair. I starred at his tattoo. Tracing it with my finger, him soring like a bear. He always fell asleep quickly. I always waited for everyone to be asleep before I fell into a dark sleep. With me already awake I couldn’t go back to sleep. I watched as the sun rose in the blinds of the bus. Once the sun was up I slowly got up trying not to disturb Jack. I got up and put the blanket over him so he didn’t get cold again. I might have got up to quickly. My head was spinning. I ran to the bathroom and puked in the toilet. I cried silently as it hurt so badly. The vomit burned my throat as it flew into the toilet. Once I stopped draining my self I took a quick shower then remembering I forgot my clothes in my bunk. I slowly poked my head out the bathroom door to see no one awake. I slowly walked over to my bunk grabbing a random tee and shorts. I ran back to the bathroom and changed. I walked out with my wet hair down. I walked over Jack to the bus door. Once I was out the sunlight eminently warmed me up. I looked up at the sky to see birds flying and clouds floating.  I feel so much better then when I woke up. “Hey.” I jumped to the sound of a man’s voice. 

“Fuck.” I whispered as I saw Jack behind me. His hair down from not styling it yet. I wouldn’t blame him it was six in the morning “You scared the shit out of me. 

“Sorry.” He clearly was still tired. “Why did you leave me on the floor?”

“I wasn’t tired so I took a shower.”

“Then why does it smell like shit in the bathroom?” He was concerned.

“Oh yeah I puked.” I said flat-out straight.

“Are you ok?” I nodded. “Ok good. Lets go eat some food!” Jack said running to the food tent. I slowly ran after him. “Are you coming or not!?” Jack said hurrying me. Once I caught up to him there was much food. No one was awake yet so we got to have first dibs. “This is sweet!!!” Jack said grabbing waffles and bacon. I got the same thing. We sat down and chewed on our food as we watched other people come up and get some food. Food in Jack’s mouth, and with water in mine.

“Jack?” 

“Yeah?” he said with bacon in his mouth. I smiled that he would talk with his mouth full. 

“Why did you pick me?” 

“What do you mean?” 

“Like what made you like me? I’m just some random fan. Why would a guy as perfect as you like a girl as freaky as me?” It made me wonder why he was crying that first day of warped. I wanted to know why he liked me, why he kissed me, why he risked his life for me.

“Because that first day of warped you ran up to me with you and your dad hand in hand. You asked me why I looked sad. You didn’t ask something like ‘Oh my god! I love you come and fuck me’ or something.” He finally swallowed his food “You didn’t care at that moment that I was a guy in a famous band. You wanted to know why I was sad. No other fan has done that so far. And the minute I saw you I noticed the bright light in your green eyes. I noticed the crazy wave brown hair you had. That minute I wanted to know everything about you. Every little detail you had that made you wonderful. Even though we had just met it felt like I knew you forever. Cheesy I know don’t blame me.” I got up from my seat and walked around the table. Jack stood up and wrapped me in a hug. 

“Thank you. No one has ever said anything that would make me feel like nothing in the world was bad.” I was about to cry but I held back the tears “I love you.” 

“I love you more.”

“No I love you the most!” I got back from him and looked in his chocolate eyes.

“I LOVE YOU MADISON FUCKING BROOKS!” he screamed. I got a few looks by random people. 

“I LOVE YOU JACK FUCKING BARAKAT!!” I said imitating him. He bent down and kissed me softly.