𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐈𝐈 • 𝐎𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐙

𝖋𝖎𝖛𝖊

𝕵𝖔

𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖓𝖊𝖝𝖙 𝖉𝖆𝖞

It was weird waking up in Oscar's arms this morning, Oscar didn't talk to me at all despite him literally driving me to work. But honestly even if we were talking I wouldn't know what to say either— I really don't know how to feel or what we are at this point

I just finished my shift at Dwayne's and I just got home. I took a shower before getting dressed and meeting Oscar in the backyard with the rest of the Santos. I earned some looks as I walked passed everyone

I stood next to Mateo, who by the way still isn't talking to me. None of the Santos are talking to me but Mateo and I were close. "Oscar! What the hell is this?" Tito spoke up while pointing at me

"That's Jo" Oscar answered sarcastically

"I know who it is—why is she here? I thought you kicked her out" Tito says

"Um excuse me— no one kicked me out, I left on my own" I correct him

"So why are you still here?" He asked

"Because I'm a Santo now" I say

"Since when?" He asked

"Since I got jumped in" I say making him frustrated

"Relax Tito, She's part of the family now" Oscar says

"ella nunca estará separada de mi familia" he says, "I don't speak Spanish, but I'm pretty sure he just said, I'll won't be apart of his family— and I've never agreed with you more" I say making Oscar chuckle before speaking up

"Alright listen up everybody— Jo is a Santo now. If you got problem with that" Oscar says

"I do" Tito says raising his hand while couple people agreed with him, "then you can take it up with Cuchillos" Oscar finished his sentence making Tito lower his hand

"anyways 19th street demanded we hand over jefferson— though I don't think they're not much of a threat towards us, you can never be too careful— so Mateo?" He says

"What's up man?" Mateo says

"I want you to take Tito and Jo— and go sit on Bryant" Oscar says

"What?!" Tito says, "you got a problem Tito?" Oscar asked

"Yes! I'm not sitting in a car with her" he says, "like I said if you have a problem you can take it up with Cuchillos" Oscar says

Tito sighed frustratedly before walking away, "let's go" Mateo says following Tito. Oscar and I looked at each other before I left the backyard and followed Tito and Mateo to the car

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Right now I'm sitting in the backseat of Mateo's car, because Tito demanded he sits in the passenger seat...like a child. I'm currently texting James since he spam me with long paragraphs of text messages while I was at work.

He basically added to some things he said last night, and I was texting him back saying, I understood him, and we can just start completely over and just be friends, Tito looked at me while I was typing

"What?" I asked still typing

"We're suppose to be quiet! And all I can hear is you texting back there" Tito says as I send my last text message before putting away my phone, "Alright— my bad" I apologized

"thank you!" he says before looking back forward, it was quiet for a good couple minutes before I spoke up again, "I'm bored" I say making Tito sighed frustratedly