Shut up

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TWs: discussion of manipulation/experimentation, but nothing graphic

My whole mind went blank for a moment after Tony had asked if I'd like to stay at the compound. It wasn't like I was unsure, but I had no decision in my mind to be sure of in the first place. I think I was just processing. But the first answer that came into my mind, wasn't actually one I'd thought of.

No! No, say no, Wade, say it! Say no!

Hey! Why don't you let him decide huh!?

No! Say no! Say it Wade! SAY IT!

The fuck is wrong with you Line!?

DAMMIT WADE--SAY NO! DO IT!

"I-I--uh, I--"

Line stop it! Deadpool don't listen to him!

I pushed my chair back and stood, and I could feel sweat springing onto my skin.

SAY IT! SAY IT NOW! TELL HIM NO!

LINE SHUT THE HELL UP!

"I--I need to go th-think, uh, for a moment, um..." I trailed off as I walked as fast as I could to my room. Line started shouting even more angrily as I shut the door behind me.

NO! GO BACK THERE WADE! YOU HAVE TO TELL HIM NO!

LINE I'M GONNA RIP OUT YOUR GODDAMN SPLEEN IF YOU DON'T SHUT UP--

"Guys please, please calm down--"

NO! I'M TRYING TO KEEP YOU SAFE AND BOLD KEEPS RUINING IT!

KEEP HIM SAFE!? NO, WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS BEING A FUCKING CONTROL FREAK!

BETTER THAT THAN AN IDIOT WHO ALWAYS CONVINCES HIM TO THROW HIMSELF INTO DEATH TRAPS!

THIS ISN'T A DEATH TRAP!

YOU REMEMBER THE LAST TIME WADE TRUSTED AN ADULT! ADULTS DON'T KNOW SHIT, AND TONY STARK IS NO EXCEPTION! NONE OF THEM ARE! ADULTS DON'T HELP YOU, THEY JUST LIE AND MANIPULATE AND HURT--

"They're not gonna hurt me--"

Yeah, that's what you thought about the guys who cured your cancer! That's what you thought about the people who hired you to be a mercenary and said they'd take care of you! You even thought your parents didn't hurt you, even though they ignored and neglected you every single goddamn day--

"Wade?" a voice interrupted. I whirled around to see Bucky standing there, closing the door softly behind him. "You alright?"

You have to tell him no. Tell him you can't stay at the compound. Do it.

Line, you can't--

No, I'm not gonna let you ruin it this time Bold--Do it Wade!

Line! This isn't the same--

It is the same! It's exactly the same, it's always the same!

"Guys, please stop," I said, pressing my hands into my eyes, trying to push the stinging feeling out of them.

Do it Wade! Tell him no! TELL HIM NO!

"I-I can't--Please just shut up--"

"Wade? Hey, look at me," Bucky said softly.

Line, Line I think you're scaring him--

I'M TRYING TO KEEP HIM SAFE!

"Both of you, please--"

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