It's (not) gonna be okay [bnha] [todoroki] [fuyumi]

chapter 5

First all...I know last chapter was tradh sorry for stealing your lifetime and btw. I 'm not sure anymore how to write Midoria...in german and many ppl in english write Midoria but some write Midoriya...if you know pls comment

At the sleepover the next day

Todoroki's POV

I woke up in the morning
Ashido and Midoria were already awake and making breakfast
I stood up and helped them too
Midoria asked me what I wanted to eat
I said nothing
"but you also didn't eat yesterday" he said converned
"I'm just not hungry sorry" I said
"not even a little bit?" he said "you're already that thin"
I again told him I wasn't hungry
The next few hours where quiet funny
Till I saw a message on my phone
It was from Fuyumi
F: Sho you have to come home father will be here in about half an hour he got home sooner I'll be there in a few minutes
T: oh fuck...why does he have to ruin every good moment in my life...
F: I'm sorry...but I'm sure you'll have good sleepovers again

I had to tell Midoria...but somehow I had fear of telling him...
"h-hey M-midoria" I stuttered
"what's wrong Todoroki?"
"I have to go home because of my dad" I said sad
"ohh I'm sorry...when will you leave"
"in a few minutes..."
"don't be sad we'll have other good moments and maybe sleepovers again...everything ends sometimes" he said trying to comfort me
Then my phone rang
It was Fuyumi
"hey Sho I'm here" she said
"ok I'm coming"
I hugged Midoria and Ashido and went to the car
"I hope he's not home yet...I'm so sorry Sho I'm soo sorry..."
She feels guilty because of you
"It's ok you can't change it" I said
After a few minutes of silence we arrived at home
When I went inside I was shocked to hear my fathers voice "Where the fuck have you been?!"
Tears started to form in my eyes...I felt helpless and lost...I knew it's gonna be a hard time...
I looked at the face of my sister...she looked so sorry and I think she felt guilty
I wanted to tell her it wasn't her fault but...in front of father I couldn't
He took my arm and dragged me to the training room
Inside the training room he shouted "Where have you been!"
I didn't answer
Then I felt a burning pain
He punched me in the stomach
I needed to hold back my tears and tried not to scream
When I fell to the ground he asked again "where have you been...if you don't answer again I'll break your ribs you worthless piece of shit"
He's right...you are a worthless piece of shit
"I-I was at a friends home" I said quiet
"a friend? Didn't I tell you friends distract you?!"
"y-you did I'm sorry...p-please stop"
"why stop...you think I wouldn't punish you for having a friend?"
"p-please don-"
I was cut off by a kick in the ribs
I just wanted to die so everything would stop...

Fuyumi's POV
That's my fault...if I only knew it before...or if I was a few minutes earlier...he wouldn't get beat up by this monster...
Hearing him scream and cry makes me cry too...it's all my fault...I need to help him more...

I again waited till I heard father get out of the training room...like everytime I stormed to him and bandaged him
He cried in my arms
"why me...why me.." he whispered
"I'm sorry Sho...I'd take all that pain for you if I could..." I said while tears ran down my cheek
"no please don't say that I'm glad you're good at least...and it wasn't your fault" he said...in his face I saw how much he was in pain...and I couldn't do anything about it
I sat next to him...unable to help him in any form except bandaging him..
"you don't deserve this Sho..." I said quiet and sad
You do
She's lying
"maybe I do..." he sad
I was shocked and wasn't sure what to say...did he really say that?...
"no you don't...Sho you're a wonderful person and the best brother I could imagine you don't deserve this and I'd do everything to help you" I said
"th-thank you" he said crying a bit "but I can't stop thinking about that I maybe deserve it"
"please don't think like that" I said hoping he'd agree that he's wrong
"I don't know...I can't think about it...I can't think about anything at the moment"
"it's ok Sho take your time" I said still shocked about what he said...but I couldn't make him unconfident now he's my brother and I love him I couldn't annoy him with this any further
"Can you stand up?" I asked while grabbing him to help him
"I th-think so" he answered
I helped him to get into his room
Then he laid down, I turned his lights off and left the room
I couldn't really sleep because I worried about Sho
And tomorrow he'll be at school again...I have to talk to him maybe I can prevent him from having a panic attack again
I want to make life easier for him...but I don't know how...
A few thoughts later I fell asleep

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Sorry for the shorter chapter
And I hope this one is better than the last one
Chapter 4 is a bit embarrassing😅