It's (not) gonna be okay [bnha] [todoroki] [fuyumi]

chapter 7

I'm so sorry for not writing...and I'm mad at myself for not writing bc some people are waiting 4 a new chapter and bc it hurts to see the story go down the rankings of the tags
I wasn't feeling good I was stressed and my anxiety got worse the suicidal thoughts came back and I again can't eat anymore...I'm sorry for telling you so much about me but I hope you understand writing is hard at the moment
And I'll probably bring a bit more cuteness in this chapter cuz I need to have positive thoughts

Todoroki's POV

We watched the movie and even though Izuku and Mina also really liked the movie no one was loving it as much as I did
Felt a bit weird to cry in some scenes in front of others but I knew that no one of them's gonna judge me
After about ¾ of the movie I fell asleep
When I started to wake up I heard the voices of mina and izuku
"aww"
"that looks so cute"
I slowly opened my eyes wondering what they meant
Looks like I fell asleep cuddling with Fuyumi
I felt so safe
I felt her warmth and I felt how she hugged me
Her arms wrapped around me gave me the feeling nothing could hurt me
I started to hug her tighter
"oh I think he woke up" Izuku said
"yes I'm awake" I said quietly
"omg you look so cute todoroki-kun" Izuku said laughing
"looks like you really have a good relation to your sister" Mina said
"yes of course she's the best sister I could ever imagine she's there every time I need her hugs me every time I need it and she does so much for me how couldn't I love her" I said
"aww Sho thank you" Fuyumi said
I felt a hand pet my head
It was Mina as she told me that she'll also be there everytime I need something and that I should just tell her or Izuku whenever I need something
I was glad to have them
When I was with them I didn't have much anxiety and I wasn't feeling that bad
And I was glad that I could cuddle with Fuyumi
I loved it
I didn't want it to stop ever
I wanted to cuddle for ever

A few hours later

She told me she's gonna make dinner for us
But...that meant we'd have to stop cuddling
"P-please...c-can't we c-cuddle for just a bit longer" I said stuttering because I was afraid of the answer being no
"Sho we can cuddle later again when I'm finished with cooking ok?" she said "and Sho...you're gonna eat too"
"but...I ate breakfast...isn't that enough?" I asked
"Sho please don't starve yourself again...you know how much it hurted me to see you like that last time" she said a bit sad
"ok ok I'll eat I'm sorry" I said fast
"it's ok my cute ice queen" she said laughing
"ice QUEEN?!" I asked
(idk if it makes sence in english...in german frozen is called "die eiskönigin" that means "the ice queen" I'm a bit afraid no one'd get it in englisch😅)
"what's wrong about it? You love the movie why don't you want to be called like that?"
"because of the "queen"...I'm a guy not a queen" I said laughing
"oh come on don't act like the manliest man we both know you're pretty soft" she said right before kissing me on my cheek
I looked on the ground
I didn't really know how to feel about that
"hey what's wrong sho? That's nothing negative that's what we love about you" Fuyumi said when she noticed it
"she's right" Mina said
"I love that you're not as mainly as everyone tries to be" Izuku sais
"but...I'm not that soft" I said
"come on you love cuddling, you 're really sensitive and you once even -" she stopped as she remembered we weren't alone
"ohh I nearly said something that'd embarrass you" she said in a soft voice...you could hear she was sorry for what she nearly said
"it's ok..." I said
"what I wanted to say is...you're my soft ice queen and that's the reason I love you" she said
I still wasn't sure what I should think about that nickname but she was right I was pretty soft even if I wouldn't admit it
Izuku and Mina both came over to me and hugged me
"it's ok not to be that manly you're perfect as you're" they said
I felt better
I didn't know why they even where freinds with someone like me
I was so happy about having them

A few minutes later

"hey uhm...what was that thing your sister wanted to say before she stopped" Izuku asked
"I don't wanna talk about it" I said
"you could tell us everything" Izuku and Mina said
"not now...but maybe in the future" I said

After dinner

Mina's POV

I wonder what he's hiding from us...
But I guess he'll tell us when he's ready to...even tho I'm curious

Fuyumi's POV

I'm glad I didn't say it...he would've been so embarrassed...when we're alone again I have to apologize and talk with him about it
And I'm still not sure if the nickname was ok for him...but it fits him so well I couldn't resist

The next morning

Todoroki's POV

The next morning I woke up on the couch still cuddling
The rest of the day passed pretty fast and soon Mina and Izuku had to go home again
From the moment they left the house on I missed them
Then Fuyumi looked at me
"hey...sorry because of yesterday"  she said
"no it's ok ice queen actually is pretty cute" I laughed
"no not that...I meant when I nearly told them about..."that"" she said
I immediately knew what she meant

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The "secret" isn't gonna be smth rlly special sorry I wanted to put something like that in

And sorry that this chapter isn't about much more than cuddling😅 I needed to write/read about it...it helped a bit I hope you're ok with it
And thanks again for over 100 reads
And sorry that the quality goes down so much from chapter to chapter...