18th March 2015
I was on the terrace of my 4-floor dormitory burning the pages of my diary. Suta came out of nowhere and snatched the diary out of my hands. I couldn't help but slap her. We didn't talk the whole day. But at night she apologized to me. I freaking cried hugging her. She is only person who cares for me! I was touched...
I don't remember how many time I apologized to her, but I remembered she kept patting my back. Luke and the girl are engaged. They are happy, and I am so happy.
But it hurts. So much.
Why?
Why couldn't I stop feeling pathetic ?!
I hate myself! I hate me and everything about me.
I don't want to die so late. I want to meet my mom, I miss her. My sands of time are fleeting by quickly. I will attempt suicide. I am done.
Love,
N.
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Nouvelles> N is now dead. Her diary only consisted of that one name. Her secret admiration. Her Heartstrings. *detailed summary inside* ••• 1K on 2nd May, 2021 Present cover -@Charlieruuh Former cover - @inquilab Mature: Violence- Suicide attempt
