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Why Don't You Look At Me Like That Too?

Ennoshita POV;
I looked over to see Nishinoya and Tanaka flirting with Kiyoko. I felt my heart ache at Tanaka's compliments.
"You're looking amazing as usual Kiyoko!"
"Kiyoko your presents is a blessing!"
And so on. It hurt. A lot.
Put yourself in my shoes, you have a huge crush on your friend. You feel all giddy around them and you feel like you can do anything around them. But, everyday you see them flirt with the opposite gender, everyday they tell you how amazing that person is. It hurts. I want him to look at me the way he sees her, I want to deserve his love. As much as I want Ryuu to love me and hug me, there's no chance. After all, I'm just being selfish wanting to keep him all to myself.
"Alright, back to practice, leave Kiyoko alone!" Daichi yelled. Tanaka and Nishinoya whined but got back to practice. It went by quickly.
"Hey Enno! Wanna walk to class together?" Tanaka asked, running over to me. My heart immediately skipped a beat. I nodded and we were walking. As usual, he went on and on about Kiyoko.  My chest felt empty, I wanted to cry, but I kept up my act. I need to stop being selfish.
"And so that's how I got Kiyoko to let me come over and study at her place! Tanaka finished. I wasn't paying attention until then.
"Y-You're going to Kiyoko'a place tonight?" I asked, I felt my heart shattering.
"Yup! Lucky me right?! Kiyoko's a goddess! It's like lucks on my side," Tanaka grinned. I quietly chuckled, pretending to be happy for him. Because I should be happy for him... I shouldn't be so selfish... I felt like I wanted to throw up. We arrived to class. I couldn't even focus. I felt dizzy and I just wanted to sob.
Selfish Selfish Selfish.
I repeated in my head. I couldn't stand being in this classroom anymore. I've been holding in tears for days now. I excused myself to the bathroom. I went into the one person only bathroom and sobbed. I cried so hard I vomited in the toilet. I finally calmed down and stared at the wall as I let tears stream down my face, I was worn out now.
My "crush" on Ryuu has been going on since we were first years. At this point, I don't think it's a crush anymore... I think I'm in love with him.
Tanaka POV;
It's been a while since Enno went to the bathroom. I started to get worried. After a few more minutes he came back. He had bags under his eyes and his nose was pink. His eyes were pink and puffy like he just cried the life out of himself. I felt my heart ache seeing him in this state. He apologized to sensei for taking too long, she seemed to take notice of the state he was in and told him he could take a break whenever he needed it.
Hours went by and I was walking to Kiyoko's house with Yachi and her.
"Enno has been out of it the whole day, he looked like he had just cried a river during first period..." I mumbled worriedly.
"I'm sure Chikara's fine, don't worry about it Ryuu, he might just be having an off day," Kiyoko tried to reassure me. I shook my head.
"Nobody looked like they just cried their heart and soul out if 'They're just having an off day' Kiyoko," I frowned.
"Maybe Ennoshita-Senpai might have some family issues going on, don't worry about it too much Tanaka-Senpai," Yachi said with a small smile. I sighed, she was probably right.
"This is my place, I'll see you guys tomorrow! Bye Senpai's!" Yachi waved, walking into her house. There was some silence between me and Kiyoko for a bit.
"So, you needed help confessing, correct?" Kiyoko asked subtly. My face quickly flushed red.
"Yeah..." I mumbled.
"Have you tried giving Ennoshita hints about your feelings? He might be getting wrong signals from you constantly pretending to flirt with me. That is what's been happening with Nishinoya and Asahi," Kiyoko said, glancing over at me.
"Well I feel like I'll make it too obvious if I give him hints! I'm not very good at "subtle" in case you haven't noticed," I complained, as we walked into her house. It was pretty, just an average house, nothing too special.
"That is true, every time he walks even ten feet close to when you're going on and on about how much you just love him you freak out and get very loud," Kiyoko sighed.
"I'm a lost cause Kiyoko!" I cried as we sat on the floor.
"Hm, okay, try pretending I'm Ennoshita and confess to me," Kiyoko said. I nodded and took a deep breath.
"H-H-Hi E-Enno," I facepalmed.
"It's not even actually Chikara and you're still freaking out," Kiyoko chuckled.
"I told you there's no way I could do it!" I groaned slumping.
"Tell me everything you love about him, you've been going on about him for months now so I'm sure you have plenty to say," Kiyoko chuckled. I took a deep breath and smiled.
"Well, I love how sensitive his eyes are, they show so much emotion. I love the way he clutches on to people when he's scared or nervous, I love his laugh, his smile, his movements, his body, everything. I love how he slightly tilts his head when he's confused, I love how much he cares for everyone, I really like how concentrated he gets when he's doing something, I love how he twirls his pencil in his hand when he's thinking. And I love how he sings when he thinks no one is listening. There's so much more! I love him I love him I love him!" I rambled. My face was beat red and I had a dorky smile on my face.
"Tell him that," Kiyoko simply replied. My face got even hotter.
"No way! There's absolutely no way in hell I could do that! I'd freeze up! A-And what if he thinks boys liking boys is weird?! O-Or that I'm playing some kind of sick prank on him. You know how insecure he is? It's so cute though..." I said, mumbling the last part.
"I think you can do it, just wait for the right moment, I have a feeling he'll return your feelings," Kiyoko smile. I felt myself get overwhelmed with happiness at that, the possibility of Enno liking me back! My heart pounded in my chest as I smiled like an idiot.
"If only he saw how crazy you get about him," Kiyoko chuckled. I blushed more, if possible. She was right. I'm crazy about Ennoshita. I've been in love with his since like last year. I took a deep breath.
"Alright! Me and him were planning to hangout tomorrow since it's the weekend! I'll confess to him then!" I smiled.
"That's great!" Kiyoko smiled sweetly. We continued talking for a while before I went home. Me and Ennoshita fell asleep on the phone like usual. We talked and talked and talked. God, I love him.