Ch.4,,

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A/N; MMMMKAY OBVIOUSLY I CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM PROXRASTINATING SO FRIGGIN MUCH so I decided to update when I felt like it, I am so very sorry for the lack of updates, but it's better to say this rather than keep your hopes up that I'll be updating every three days in which case is very untrue, so I am sincerely sorry

(Y/N)'S POV

I looked at him longingly, searching for answers as to why. Just why? Why did he treat me like that if he knew I absolutely did nothing wrong! I felt so lonely without him. But, even in those times where he wouldn't even look at me, I still liked him. Heck, love him? I don't know. My feelings are all jumbled in a mess. Sniffing, I observed him as he sat down beside me on the bench.

❛ I'm sorry, (Y/N)... ❜ He said, sounding like he was in so much pain.

He looked down, although he tried not to make me notice that he was crying, he was such a bad liar. I could tell right away. He was sniffing silently, what a big goof.

❛ Asahi-san, it's... it's okay. ❜ I managed to say, ignoring the fact that my throat felt like it was blocked. I even managed to let out a small chuckle. ❛ I, didn't deal with the problem the right way either, s-so.. sorry.❜

He looked up at me, eyes all watery, and his nose was runny. Jeez, what a big baby! I wouldn't trade him for the world, though. As I was talking to myself, he hesitantly wrapped his arms around my frame, and as he secured our hug, his hug got tighter, I could feel him burying his head into the crook of my neck.

❛ H-Hey! I'm the victim here! Well, I did return the getsure, but still! You started it! Why are you crying so much? ❜ I huffed.

❛ I-I missed you, (Y/N)! I promise I won't do that again! ❜

❛ You pinky promise? ❜

He pulled back, looking at me with those beautiful brown eyes and that charming face. He nodded, sticking out his pinky finger to me with a smile, ❛ I pinky promise! ❜

I grinned in return, linking my pinky with his, now we have a pinky promise! I felt relieved we were alright again. But, I still wanted to know just, why. He did all of that.

❛ Asahi? ❜

❛ Yeah? ❜

❛ Why'd you do all that in the first place? ❜ I asked.

He jolted, looking at me wide-eyed like I said something so shocking. And then his face flushed with a red tint. What?! I don't get it.

❛ No reason, w-why? ❜ I could hear him gulp. He was obviously lying.

❛ Really? No reason for doing all that? ❜ I raised a brow, arms crossed. Then I heard the bell ring. Right, great timing.

❛ W-We, uhm, should get back now! ❜ He stuttered, smiling nervously.

I sighed, but eventually agreed, it seemed like he didn't want me to press further, plus, I didn't want to embarrass him. ❛ Yeah, let's go. ❜

We stood up and linked arms. I'm glad we're okay again.

ASAHI'S POV

aAAAFRICKFRICKFRICKFRICK THAT WAS SO FRIGGIN CLOSE WHAT THE HECK-

Internally screaming, I tried to hold my composure as we linked arms. Looking down on her tiny stature, I felt my internal screaming subsiding. I felt calm when I looked at her. What a sight. We started walking towards her classroom, it was my habit to get her to her classroom first before I went to mine. I always wanted to make sure she was safe.

Stopping at the door of her classroom, I looked at her and she looked at me. Before she broke the moment with her clearing her throat so I- her face.. looked flushed. Was she.. blushing?! OHGODWHATACUTIEFRIIIICK, I started blushing when I realized that we were just there standing when we should be getting to our classrooms.

❛ W-Well, see you.. later? ❜ She shyly said, looking down at her feet before meeting with my eyes again.

❛ Yeah, see you later, uhm.. ❜ I tucked her hair behind her ear, smiling goofily, and then I was struck with the realization that I shouldn't be doing that! I immediately retracted my hand away from her. She was blushing more now! What have I done?!

❛ O-OKAY BYE! ❜ She said before entering the classroom practically running.

No, seriously, what have I done? And what was that reaction? Is she gonna avoid me because of that? I hope not. Fuckfuckfuck-

I facepalming myself until I reached my classroom, face red from all the facepalming.

CHAPTER 4 END
WORD COUNT: 712

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