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I have so many insecurities and my anxieties are always with me. I don't have the courage to try something new and to stand alone. I always love staying inside where im comfortable at. So it took me so much energy to stand there and face what's fearing me. It took me so much bravery to smile and say I can do it. And I thought I can make it until the end. But I'm wrong, every words they said leaves wounds, and the voices are back. I'm back to zero. I'm losing it all. And I don't wanna go back to try again. Call me weak and pathetic I don't care . I've been losing and failing myself every freaking day, so no, I'm not scared if I lose someone because of this or I failed again. That's me already nothing's new.
