I'll Try My Best To Stay

29. MV

Previously~

Suzy's POV.

"And that's how she was shot" I sighed and look down and ruffled my hair

"Suzy.. she knows" I looked up and looked at Uncle Dan "What do you mean Uncle?" He sighed

"She knows that your parents are gone"

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Suzy's POV.

I widen my eyes "What?! Since when?!" He sighed "We told her awhile ago, before the fight happen" I looked at Jieun unnie while crying

"Unnie.. where's y/n?" She sighed "She must be in your room.. since I hear crying" I immedietly stood up and went to my room

I opened the door slowly to see y/n crying under the blanket

I sighed and closed the door

"Y/n.." she removed the blanket and looked at me.. her eyes says it all.. she is broken.. It pains me to see her like this

"Uncle told me that you know about m-mom and d-dad" I said while crying and she burst into tears

"I d-didn't even m-meet them y-yet.." she said and hugged her knees

I went to her and sit beside her "Come here.." I opened my arms for her to hug and she looked up and hugged me

"Y/nn becareful.. your stitch" she shook her head "I d-don't care.. I just want a hug right now.." I tighten the hug

"W-why..? Why am I a-always s-suffering..? I don't care if it's physically b-but emotionally..? I c-can't.." I widen my eyes

"Y-y/n.." she tighten the hug "Yes unnie! I suffered more! I suffered more than you, I was always getting bullied at school because of how cool I am even though I am not!" My heart dropped

"I suffered from depression because of them! Y-you know what.. m-maybe they're right.. I shouldn't be h-here.. I have no r-rights to be here.." My heart clenched from what she said

"Y-y/n don't s-say that-" she cutt me off by pulling away and looked at me "Why? Isn't it true unnie? I HAVE NO RIGHTS TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE!" I burst into tears when she said that

"CAN YOU STOP!" I shouted at her while crying "I CANT HELP BUT TO THINK IF I AM DOING MY BEST AS A SISTER! I CANT HELP BUT TO THINK IF WHAT I AM DOING IS ENOUGH FOR YOU! SO STOP SAYING THAT BECAUSE IT HURTS ME! IT HURTS ME SEEING YOU IN PAIN!" I burst out everything that's in my mind for the past few days

Your POV.

I was speechless of Suzy unnies outburst

"SO DONT SAY THAT BECAUSE YOUR A PRECIOUS THING TO ME! IF THEY THINK YOUR NOT THEN FOR ME? OFCOURSE YOU ARE! AND NOT JUST ME ALRIGHT?! IRENE UNNIE JIEUN UNNIE NAYEON AND MANY MORE LOVES YOU!"

I can't help but look down "You just don't understand-" she cutt me off

"DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT?! Y/N WHAT IS IT?! IT PAINS ME THAT YOUR HIDING WHAT YOUR REALLY FEELING!" I sighed