I'll Try My Best To Stay

35. Drunk?

Previously~

Your POV.

"YOU AND JIMIN DID A COLLAB?!" Irene unnie said and I nod and chuckled "Oh look they're flirting" Suzy unnie said while glaring at me and I giggled

"Y/MIN FOR LIFE!" Irene unnies members said and I giggled because the other three glared at them

"WERE KIDDING UNNIES!" Yerim unnie said while laughing with the other members except for Irene unnie who rolled her eyes

"They aren't really dating" Suzy unnie said and rolled her eyes and I giggled and started to continue eating

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Your POV.

I sighed while putting the dirty dishes in the sink and planned on washing the dishes

"Y/n? I'm washing the dishes remember?" I turned my head to see Jieun unnie "Oh unnie! No i'll wash no biggy, go to the living room and start watching a movie with the others" she shook my head

"You cooked already" I sighed "Fine" I pecked her cheek and wipe my hands

I then went to my room to toothbrush and wash my face

I closed the door and pull out my phone and played some music that I made

I pressed 'Nothing Like Us' and higher the volume and put it on my bed and went in the bathroom

I sighed while looking at the mirror "Tomorrow night will be the worst night for the unnies.." I mumbled and started to washed my face

I then took my toothbrush and put some toothpaste and started to hum the song while i'm brushing my teeth

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I wipped my mouth and face and went out of the bathroom

I took my phone and 'Purpose' Started to play and I sighed and lay on my bed and started to sing with it

"Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath
Feeling like I'm walking my last steps
Look at all of these tears I've wept
Look at all the promises that I've kept

I put my all into your hands
Here's my soul to keep
I let you in with all that I can
You're not hard to reach

And you bless me with the best gift
That I've ever known
You give me purpose
Yeah, you've given me purpose

Thinking my journey's come to an end
Sending out a farewell to my friends, for inner peace
Ask you to forgive me for my sins, oh would you please?
I'm more than grateful for the time we spent, my spirit's at ease

I put my heart into your hands
Learn the lessons you teach
No matter when, wherever I am
You're not hard to reach

And you've given me the best gift
That I've ever known
You give me purpose everyday
You give me purpose in every way

Oh, you are my everything
Oh, you are my everything"

I didn't notice tears began to fall "Why is my life.. like this?" I was basically crying for a good 30 minutes and after that I was just looking at the ceiling

Then there was a knock on the door so I wipped my tears

"C-come in" the door opened to see Seulgi unnie "Y/nn it's movie time" I nod and smiled at her "I'll follow unnie" she nod and closed the door