euphoria (fin?)

samara ~

"i did that because- because i ACTUALLY wanna die", himangi said, as she slid the knife that was in her pocket across her throat, waiting for savera's reaction. "oh, ok. well then! i'm sleepy so, goodbye, i guess". she retorted, as she hopped out of the room in a flash. himangi was shocked, but not surprised. she knew this was coming. her trust for anyone or anything, if it ever was there, was flushed down the drain. she didn't cry, no. she didn't sit in the stables where savera used to braid her hair. no. himangi strutted straight back to her dorm room with a flip of her hair and fell asleep in a moment's notice, putting the knife under some drawer. the next few days went way faster than she expected, and soon enough, it was the day before the grand midterm ball. himangi had made a lot of good friends throughout her time like ior, and akirahin.  so she wouldn't be alone. she was prepared, and didn't need someone like savera to go with her. the day right before the ball,  everyone was in a science class.  himangi's group was made up of her friend, one other girl from their age group, and a senior, about a year older than the others. she was very pretty, and himangi was drawn to her attractiveness. although she tried not to, himangi couldn't help but stare at the goddess in front of her. himangi's heart fluttered whenever "samara" would look back at her. samara's gaze was thrilling. whenever she spoke to himangi, she made a point to look her in the eyes. sadly, just then the bell rang, and class was dismissed. the teammates had offered to sit together at lunch, which himangi quickly ran to bc samara. all the teammates sat in the grass under a large tree, eating ice cream. himangi didn't get one (all already know where this shit is going). himangi was on her phone when she felt a slight tapping on her shoulder. when she turned around, she almost screamed. there was samara, holding out her ice cream cone, smirking. hoemangi was confused. "uh, hey! what happened?" she nervously asked. samara's smile grew as she held out the ice cream con even further, until it touched himangis mouth. she gasped in shock. why is samara the hottie giving me her ice cream?!? eat it. you dont have one." she said, as her smile grew wider. himangi blushed furiously, looked around, and ate a little bit of it. her eyes widened but she didn't say anything except for a timid "thanks". otherwise it went well. for the rest of the time they just chatted and himangi just blushed. then they all began to head back to class, when a graceful hand stopped her. everyone was looking this direction, wondering what the hell was going on. himangi slowly moved her glance up from the arms, to the, neck, to the face- omg its samara. fuck. before she could escape, samara had himangi pinned to the wall in a moment's notice.  himangi's eyes moved from side to side furiously, from her friends to the hall, to samara- oh god. she was trapped. before she could say anything, one of her senior's head popped up, yelling "samara, what are you doing?!" samara smirked and leaned in closer to himangi. "yo stop that weird" , said one of himangi's classmates. samara sighed and looked from her juniors to her classmates, then back at himangi and retorted, "oh but, she seems to like it, right himangi?"