Forbidden Desire [Kagamine Len x Reader]

There's only one to blame.

Within one second, all your happiness was gone. There was no longer any reason to smile or to laugh. Instead, sadness wrapped itself around your heart and the constant question of why all of this had to happen plagued your mind. Was all of this your fault? Was it wrong to love him? Should you never have been more than just mere  step siblings? No, you shouldn't think like that now. This wasn't going to help anyone, neither you nor Len. Still, you couldn't stop blaming yourself. Letting out a deep sigh, you leaned your head against the wall, now staring at the ceiling of the hospital. Desperately you waited for the doctor to walk out of the room, in which Len, Akihiko and your mother currently were. You wanted to know, if he was okay. You wanted to walk in there and see him with your own eyes. 

"(y/n)-chan..." The small, sad voice next to you gained your attention and you turned your head, your eyes now locked on the blonde girl, who had tears in her eyes. "I-I'm so damn sorry... All of this is my fault. If I hadn't..." She couldn't finish what she wanted to say as she suddenly started to sob uncontrollably, the tears now rolling down her face. Without thinking twice, you leaned towards her and wrapped your arms around her trembling figure. "Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, okay?" Gently you rubbed her back, trying to calm her down, although you were so close to cry yourself. Rin returned your embrace, burying her face in your shoulder as her tears didn't seem to stop. The both of you stayed like that for several minutes, before she finally calmed down a bit. Pulling away from you, she quickly rubbed her eyes and took a deep breath. "I hope he's okay..." Your gaze wandered back to the room, but still no one came out. "Me too..." 

You jumped to your feet as suddenly the door was opened and the doctor came out, along with your mother and stepfather. Rin stood up as well and grabbed your hand, holding it tightly in her own. "Please let him be okay..." She mumbled to herself as the both of you watched how the doctor still talked to your mother and Akihiko. Finally, after what felt like an eternity to you, they turned around and walked towards you and Rin. With your eyes full of hope, you looked at them and instantly noticed that your stepfather avoided to look at you. "Rin, your father will take you home now and tell you everything, okay?" She let go of your hand and made a step forward. "B-but what about Len? Is he okay?" "He's okay, but now come with me, Rin." 

Akihiko walk past the both of you without another word. The blonde girl turned her head to look after him, before returning her gaze to your mother, who now smiled softly at her. "He's really okay, Rin. Now go. Your mother is already waiting and also wants to know what happened. Tomorrow you can visit your brother." She sighed and hang her head, clearly disappointed that she wasn't allowed to see him now. "Okay..." And so, she turned around and rushed after her father, leaving you and your mother on your own. 

"(y/n)?" "Yes?" Your mother sat down on one of the seats and then patted the place next to her. "Sit down, sweetie." You did as told, before meeting her gaze again. She heaved a deep sigh. "That sure didn't went well. But I guess, that's not what you want to hear now, right?" You shook your head. Although she told Rin that he was okay, you still were more than worried and wouldn't believe it until you could see him. "First of all, he's still unconscious. The doctor told us that Len has an light concussion and it could be, that he won't remember what happened. But apart from that, he has no other injuries. He has to stay at the hospital for a few days and needs much rest. But otherwise he is okay and should wake up very soon." "Can I go to him?" She smiled at you and gently patted your head. "Of course. I'll wait here for you. Take as much time as you need." After hearing that, you quickly stood up and without wasting another second, rushed towards his room. 

Once you were inside, you closed the door behind you and then your gaze fell on the blonde. Your eyes widened as you saw him sitting in his bed, looking at you. "Len!" A smile appeared on your face and even some tears found their way to your eyes. Immediately you went towards him and without giving it a second thought, you wrapped your arms around his figure, relieved to see that he truly was okay. But all the relief and all the happiness vanished as he suddenly grabbed your arms, pulled them away from himself and asked you a question that caused your heart to stop beating for a second.