Forbidden Desire [Kagamine Len x Reader]

Quarreling, crying and regretting.

The heart in your chest started to race, but there also was another feeling. A feeling, you weren't sure of what it was. The way Len kissed you right now was so much different. It wasn't that you didn't like it, but still, it was... Well, you had no idea how you should describe it. Nonetheless he got you to give in to him. With a thud your school bag landed on the floor as you let go of it. Then, you slung your arms around his neck. It surprised you as he suddenly grabbed them and pushed them against the wall instead. Didn't he want you to touch him? For a second he pulled away from you and you tried to look into his eyes, but you had no chance as he already latched himself onto the side of your neck. Wet, open-mouthed kisses made you moan out his name, the heat in your body was rising. His hands slowly glided down your arms, making you shiver under his touch. They continued their way down, caressing the sides of your body as he pressed you even more against the wall. Again you wanted to wrap your arms around him, but once more he pulled them away, not allowing you to do as you please. 

His hands grabbed your wrists very tightly and yet again he pushed them against the wall. This time, however, with much more force. You started to struggle, trying to free your arms, because his grip on them was too strong, hurting you. Of course you hadn't the slightest chance and instead the grip got even more tighter. "L-Len... That hurts..." Your eyes widened as you felt his teeth sinking into your sensitive skin. He was biting your neck, sucking on it, before biting it again with much more force than before. It was hurting. He was hurting you. "S-stop, Len..." But he didn't listen to you. "You're hurting me, Len!" 

All of a sudden, everything stopped. He let go of you and pulled away, but still stood right in front of you. His gaze was lidded as he stared at you, an unknown expression on his face. This was the first time that you saw him like that. Never before did he look at you the way he was doing it now. Just what was wrong? You couldn't help it as you suddenly felt the anger rising up inside you. "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" "You honestly ask me? I should be the one asking you that." "Why? I absolutely did nothing wrong!" A bitter laugh escaped his lips and just a second later, he slammed both of his hands against the wall behind you, taking away every opportunity to flee. His eyes stared right into yours, causing you to feel uneasy.

"So you did nothing wrong, huh? Then let me tell you a little story. A girl, who was always on her own and tried everything to keep it like that meets a boy, who got interested in her. He tried everything to get closer to her, but she always pushes him away and gives him a damn hard time. She told him over and over again how much she hates him, but the boy didn't give up on her. Then, finally she opened up to him and even is ready to admit that she doesn't hate him like she always said. She likes him. Of course the boy was happy about it. But then, suddenly, there was another boy. He seemed to be interested in the girl as well. The first day they met, the girl was really nice to him. It was strange, because normally she wouldn't be like that to someone she doesn't know yet. She even offered him her help. The boy took advantage of it and spend an whole afternoon with the girl. I'm sure they had fun, but just think about the boy, who had a really hard time getting close to her for a second. What do you think did he feel as he found out about it? Do you think, the girl ever had thought about how this boy would feel?" 

You opened your mouth, but sadly no word came upon your lips. Eventually you averted your gaze, looking to the side. Were you really the bad one here? Was it your fault for not thinking about how Len would feel? No, it wasn't. You were sure if it. No matter what you did, this was your life and he had no right to tell you what to do or not. If you wanted to spend some time with Akaashi, then you would. It's not like you had to ask for his permission. Besides, he had absolutely no right to hurt you, just because you weren't doing what he wants. Your gaze met his again and you glared at him. "So just because I've spend some time with Akaashi-kun you're mad now?!" "Of course that's not why I'm mad. I'm mad, because you're acting all nice and cute around him!" Your eyes widened at that and suddenly it hit you. Could it be that he was jealous? "I didn't told you to be careful around him for no reason. You don't see the way he looks at you. Whenever you have your back turned on him, he has this fucking smirk on his shitty face and I just know that he's planning something! He claims to be an innocent boy, but I assure you, he isn't!"