Dammit ❀Kellic❀ (BoyxBoy)

Finding Out That I've Got The Guts To Say Anything

Kellin POV

I wake up, but I have this weird feeling that this isn't my bed...

I get up and look around and see a bunch of posters in the darkness. Hmm.. its probably Vic's room because who else would want to put up with me. I've come to the conclusion that I like Vic. Like, "like-like". He is do amazing, talented, kind, passionate, funny, good-looking, smart and just an all around great guy. Which is why I don't see why he hangs out with me.

What I also don't get is.. when did I fall asleep? Where? The last thing I remember is talking to some guy named Josh. He asked me if I wanted to hang out with him and his friends. Shit. I vaguely remember being offered something.

"What's up, stoner?" I look towards the doorway and see Vic standing there. This beauty standing before me is such a magnificent person and I would do anything to be his. But, that's the thing: Vic and I would probably never happen. I was too busy thinking about my daydream that I had just realized what Vic had called me.

"Stoner?"

He laughs a little. "Ahh yes," he starts. "You're pretty funny when you're high."

Oh.

"Cringe attack." I mumble.

He makes his way over to me with pizza, Funyuns and Peace Tea. I'm starving.

"Hey Fuentes." I say.

He sits on the bed next to me. "Yeah."

"I love you. You're like the best."

Vic POV

"I love you. You're like the best." My heart skips a beat. He loves me? Me? I couldn't care less if he means as a friend or not. This is Kellin.

"I love you too." I say trying, my best to not show my excitement.

"So, what happened during my little act of rebellion?" He asks timidly.

I break out of my little trance. "Oh well, you made references and you laughed a lot." I pinch his cheeks. "You also got the weed from Josh Franceshi." I say a little too bitter. "Who just do happens to be great friends with Oli and I distinctly remember telling you to stay away from him. I don't see why you wouldn't listen to me."

I look at Kellin and see his head hanging in shame. "Sorry." He mumbles.

Shit. I don't like making people sad.

In an attempt to cheer him up, I hug him and start telling him how its not his fault. "No, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound so harsh," I sigh. "Its just that... Oli really sucks. He's a terrible person and you should not be involved with him or his crew. I really don't want you getting hurt. So, please just stay away. Alright?"

His eyes stay on me the whole time and as I finish, he gives me a smile. "Alright. Thanks for caring." He nudges me playfully. "Anything for you, Vic."

I blush a little. I stare for a minute longer before realizing that I had brought him food earlier, but never handed it to him. So, I clear my throat and shove the contents towards him. "Look, food."

He laughs. His laugh. "Oh yeah, thanks so much."

As soon as he grabs a slice, he starts devouring it. I can faintly see his scars. I know that he said that it was a one time thing, but I still want to be sure that all is well. I want to know what would possess someone to tell this beautiful boy with raven hair, gorgeous eyes and not to mention a glowing smile and personality to match that he needed to do something as horrible as killing himself. He's so graceful and the sweetest person you'd ever meet. In the past few months, I've gotten to know Kellin more and more. He's just so amazing and polite and-