Chapter 5

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by Shev09

by Shev09

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Shanice's POV

I can't believe it my brother and I had almost kissed. I wonder what it be like to kiss him; what it would feel like. My thoughts were distracted when the doorbell rang. ugh who could that possibly be and why did they have to come now i am so not in the mood for guests right now. I decided to ignore it. I just wanted to be alone. "Shanice Open Up!!" an all too familiar voice shouted. arrgh it was Amber. I really don't want to face amber right now with her going on and on about Jerome, it is really annoying. I completely forgot she was coming over. ~maybe I could just ignore it; pretend I didn't know she was out there.~ (bzzz) my blackberry vibrated on the side dresser which caused me to jump up. I wasn't suprised when i saw Amber's name on the caller ID. I didn't answer it but I went down stairs really slowly not deliberately I just didn't have the strength right now. when I finally opened the door I fake Yourned and rubbed my eyes and had a 'sleepy' tone to my voice. "Hi, amber" "What took you so long, I've been standing out her ringing the doorbell for ages." she moaned with an annoyed tone to her voice but believe me she hasn't even reached the level of annoyance that I am on right now. "Sorry I didn't know. I was sleeping." I lied "Oh, well that's ok then as long as you weren't ignoring me" she joked with a raised eyebrow. "Of course not I would never Ignore you I like your presence. (~cough cough~). She made her way upstairs with me taggling along behind her. She kept looking around as if she was looking for someone. Who is she looking for I'm right here...ooh daa..I hit myself and laughed inwardly at my stupidity, of course she was looking for Jerome. After the "Incident" he decided he needed some fresh air and left me alone in this big house.

"He's not here. He went out but he'll be back any moment now" "who?" She acted as if she was confused but she knew exactly what I was talking about. "Jerome" "Oh you thought I was lookin for jerome, no I was just looking around noticing how big your house is" "Whatever Amber, you don't fool me."

Jeromes POV

After what had happened with Shanice; well what had almost happened. I decided I needed to get some air and think things over. So I walked to the local park and sat by the pond on a bench. I was just so confused over it. I had leaned in to kiss her. Our faces so close, our lips almost touching but she didn't pull away. All that time I had thought she didn't feel the same way but she wanted me to kiss her and now she probably thinks I'm just messing with her emotions; that I don't like her. Oh but I do. More that you will ever know. I am madly in love with her. She drives me crazy. But it would have been wrong to kiss her. She's my sister for Heaven's Sake...but is it wrong to keep my feelings locked away like this? The longer I do the more It feels like I'm going to explode. I need to talk to her. I need To tell her How I feel. I need to get the truth out before it's too late or I am going to go insane.

"Shannice! I shouted There's Something.." before I could finish off what I was sayin I felt a hand across my mouth and someone pressed up behind me. "Shh" the person said. I turned around only to see my sister's friend Amber infront of me. I rolled my eyes. ~great timing~ I thought. ugh she could be so annoying at times. She pushed me against the wall and was pressed up against me. There was no space between us. She started kissing and sucking on my kneck sure to leave a hickie. "Stop..Shanice will see" "She's in the shower, she won't see a thing." she went back to kissing my kneck. "Amber Stop" She ignored me and moved her lips from my kneck to my cheek giving me gentle kisses getting closer and closer to my lips. "Do you know how long I've wanted to do this" she whispered. Then kissed me. I refused to kiss her back. She licked my bottom lip begging for entrance but I didn't grant her access. "Kiss me" She whispered. I pitied her so gave in and kissed her back but with little effort. ~ugh I hate my sensitivity and my need to be nice to others~ The kiss wasn't all that great. I've definitely had better ~I wish I was Kissing Shanice Instead~ "Jerome!" I turned my head to see an angry Shanice standing on the bottom step. Shock was written all over her face but I could see something else too; it was hurt and dissapointment. ~What have I done?..Why did I have To Kiss Her Back~

(I Know It Was Really Short..Sorry Again)

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