Chapter 8 Part 2

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by Shev09

Sorry For The Wait Guys..Well Here It Is; Chapter 8 Part 2

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Shanice's POV

I felt really bad for hurting Jerome Like I did, I just needed to talk to him and explain everything properly. I knocked on his door ''Jerome I know you wont want to talk to me right now but we need to talk.'' there was no reply. "jerome!" I had enough of the silence so I pushed open his door. He wasn't in his room but the light in the bathroom was on so I figured he was in there. I knocked on the door "Jerome we need to talk" still no reply "Jerome you're being incredibly stupid and childish right now." "just open the door, we need to talk." since he wanted to be stupid and ignore me I was going to make him listen to what I had to say I pushed the door open realising it wasn't locked...I was horrified at the sight. He was laying in the bath tub helpless, not moving, not conscious...because of me. "Oh My God" I pulled him out of the bathtub, layed him on the floor and checked his pulse, his pulse was absent. I tilted his head and lifted his chin to check if he was breathing. I gave him two puffs of breath then positioned my hands in the center of his chest and pushed down firmly 15 times. I was determined to carry on this procedure there was no way I was going to let him die...not on the account of me. "come on jerome, don't do this to me, breathe, come on, please jerome, please." He wasn't breathing and I began to worry. ~Oh my God I killed my brother~ "Jerome Please You Can't Leave Me..Come on Jerome Please" "Breathe!" Tears were flooding in my eyes. I almost gave up when his eyes opened. He sat up and began having a coughing fit with water pouring out of his mouth. "Thank God" I grabbed him and held him in my arms "Are you crazy? How could you be so stupid? Don't ever do anything like that again...you scared the hell out of me" I was so scared. I can't believe he would do something like that "why would you do that?" My eyes still leaking "Because You don't love me" he did this because I didn't love him, wasn't having me as a sister enough, he didn't need to try and take his life. "Does that mean you should kill yourself?" "I'm dead already without your love" "Jerome there are thousands of girls out there who would kill to be with you, why don't you just be with one of them." "because they are not you" I sighed "You are the only girl I want to be with, if I can't have you I'll die." "Jerome Stop It! stop talking about death..promise me you'll never try to do anything like this again" "I can't bare to see you with another and since you don't love me back death is the only option." "Jerome Just STOP IT! Please. If you love me you'll let go and move on. I am not worth it, I'm not worth dying over, so please just promise me you won't try to take your life again, please." "Shanice, why are you doing this to me?" He made it sound like I was the villain, I'm just trying to do what is best for both of us "First you love me, then you don't..you are torturing me..I just can't take it anymore" "Jerome, listen to me. I didn't mean to hurt you or make you feel like this..I just-I don't know what's wrong with me. I turned to you because I was hurt and I thought I was in love with you but I was wrong. I can't love you in that way." "Why not?..why can't you just give me a chance?" The sadness and hurt on his face made me just want to die. "Because you're my brother, we can never be together,it is wrong" "It doesn't have to be" "The thought of us together makes me phisically sick. You make me sick" ~Oh my God why did I just say that?~ "Jerome I didn't mean that" I am a complete bitch, why did I have to say that? Why did those words have to come out of my mouth. "Yes you did, it' probably the first bit of truth that ever came out of your mouth" at this moment I hated myself and so did he "Was this your plan; to hurt me so bad and make me think you love me and get my hopes up and then strip me from all the happiness i've ever known" "no..of corse not, I.." "well it worked, you suceeded. I'm hurt and I'm broken" "Jerome I didn't want that, I didn't mean to hurt you" "Just get out" "Jerome Please, I can't leave you in this state" "Why not..you were the one that put me in it" "Jerome please" "JUST GET OUT!"

Jerome's POV

I was almost gone; staring death in the face with death staring right back at me but then she had to bring me back to normality and now my body is aching from the pain of reality. I never knew the one I loved the most would be the one to hurt me the most. First she loves me then she doesn't. She's messing with my head and I can't take it anymore. Now I was Broken; Broken beyond repair. Do I really desserve all of this? All I've ever been is good to her and this what I get; pain and sorrow. She saves my life only so she can hurt me again. Aaargh I wish I didn't love her so Damn much! I was so exhausted with all the 'events' of today I just wanted to collapse on bed and sleep. I sat on my bed and noticed the picture of me and shanice together that was taken the day of her prom. I picked it up and looked at it. She looked so beautiful. That day I wanted so much to tell her how I felt about her but thought it was best I waited a while and now i've told her I realise it was the biggest mistake of my life. Because if I hadn't told her, none of these problems and 'events' would have occured. My heart wouldn't have got brocken, I wouldn't have tried to kill myself. The thought of how stupid I was for telling her got me so angry I smashed the picture frame and peices of glass flew everywhere. As sick as it was I was still unrequitedly in love with her. I picked up one of the many peices of glass that was on the floor and began to carve Shanice's name on my arm.

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