all the lies

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by cvdricdiggory

by cvdricdiggory

all the lies - the vamps, felix jaehn, alok

right now i was arguing with jack, my boyfriend of two years, because he rarely spends time with me and he's been spending time with another girl .

"JACK YOU ARE NEVER HOME, YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH HER. ITS LIKE YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME"
"I DO CARE ABOUT YOU Y/N", he answered
"DOESN'T SEEM LIKE IT, YOU CLEARLY LIKE SPENDING TIME WITH HER MORE, MIGHT AS WELL BE WITH HER INSTEAD. YOU KNOW I TOLD MY MOMMA I WANTED TO MARRY YOU", you said as he ran his fingers through his hair
"IS IT REALLY MY FAULT THAT YOU'RE SO CLINGY ALL THE DAMN TIME, WHEN I'M GONE YOU SAY YOU WANT ME NEAR", he yelled.

ouch, that shattered my heart into a million pieces. i started tearing up. he saw my face and his expression immediately softened,
"baby you know i didn't mea-"
"NO", i cut him off, "OF ALL THE LIES I HEARD, I LOVE YOU WAS MY FAVORITE", i shouted at him. he stayed quiet. didn't even deny the fact that i thought he didn't love me,
"you don't love me anymore?", i said now full on sobbing. he stayed quiet and looked down.
then i did the unthinkable, i slapped him. never in a million years did i think that i would slap jack.

"i should've seen this coming. the way you look at me changed, the way you talk to me changed. you were my first love, but now, you're a piece of shit to me jack, we're over. is this what you wanted? go ahead have fun with her, she probably would make you happier then i ever could."

then i ran off, not turning around once.

it broke my heart to walk away from him, but it's for my own good.
it's better for my health.
i repeated these words in my head over and over again.

i ran all the way to my house.
and then i cried. cried until i had no tears left. but jack grazer,
you broke my heart into a million pieces , but i know that when it heals it will beat for you.

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