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     there he was, jack grazer. my ex-best friend who also happens to be my crush, no, scratch that, the guy I'm in love with. he was standing by his locker, and me? i was alone. ever since he left me for her no one wanted anything to do with me, not even my own family.

i tried listening to their conversation because i was bored as fuck.
"i love you", he told her
"i love you too", she replied

ouch, hurts to hear the first guy you loved say that. i couldn't listen to more of this so i ran out to the bleachers, hid underneath and cried.

"y/n/n?"
only one person used to called me that but it can't be him.
"what do you want jack?"
"what's wrong why are you here?", he asked
"long story and not like you care", i answered bluntly.
"no i do, i know i left you and ditched you for her but that doesn't mean i don't care about you, so tell me what's going on."

"fine you want to know what's happening I'll tell you. I don't wanna die or fade away
I just wanna be someone. I just wanna be somebody to someone. I never had nobody and no road home, I wanna be somebody to someone. if the sun's upset and the sky goes cold then if the clouds get heavy and start to fall. I really need somebody to call my own
I wanna be somebody to someone
someone to you." , I went on

"i don't understand", he replied.

"WHAT IS THERE NOT TO GET?! ISN'T IT OBVIOUS IM IN LOVE WITH YOU. AND I HAVE BEEN FOR THREE YEARS-"
i was cut off by him kissing me, i pulled away.
"you have a girlfriend, you love her, this wrong."
"fuck you're right im sorry", he said.

then he walked away. i didn't even try to stop him. i just cried. but i love him, and if he's happy then i am.

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