Chapter 13: The Crash

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It's 2:33 AM and I didn't get any sleep, everything has just been killing me. Why is everyone I care about leaving me. I let out a sigh, feeling my brain kill itself.

 I hear a grunt then something drop. The curious person I am, I get out of bed and stumble to the front bathroom. My eyes widen in shock, and my heart falls hard.

  "Anthony.." I whispered as my voice was cracking, tears forming.

   I run to grab some wraps and when I come back, I see his face pale, and I knew I couldn't do anything at this point. I drop the wraps and I get down, holding Anthony tightly, feeling the blood of him soaking into my jeans the same way Phil's did.

"Make it all better.... I'm not ready to g-go.." Anthony softly says before he closes his eyes.

"I-i'm sorry...." My voice cracks as tears fall on his light blue t-shirt "I-IAN!" I yell as loud as I could, holding Anthony as I use to do Phil.

 Hearing Ian's footsteps grow near, I hold Anthony tighter. My tears soaking in his shirt, as his blood soaks in mine.

 "Yes D-..." Ian's voice get's choked up. "Anthony..." He covers his mouth, as tears form in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." I whisper, looking at Ian.

"..Get some sleep, Dan." Ian says walking up to me. I knew what was going to happen, Ian never cries in front of people.

As I let go of Anthony I feel my heart shatter, and everything of me die.

   Walking to my bedroom I could hear Ian sobbing. And within his sobbing I could hear the pain. Ian never cries, at least not like this. Sooner or later, Anthony is going to be Ian. And there is nothing I can do about it but try and stop it. And the more I think about it, the more I realize that it could be me, and maybe that would make this all stop. All the pain is to much. This is too much.

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