Broken But Beautiful : A Journey Of Being A Woman

chapter 3

"A friend will stand only besides you in good time but a true friend will make your times good.".                                                                                             
                     ~ the_soulreader aka me😜

Swara was broken she didn't know how to do what to do. She didn't understand why didn't she reply back sanskar. Just came back saying 'okay'. She started to think what she did till now in her life. She thought she would bring light in every body's life but somewhere her life became a dark shadow. She felt really tired mentally. Her life was in a miserable state no one to listen her heart out no one to understand her. She was missing her dida terribly. She went to the nearby park of her house and just stared at the greenery trying to forget her life miseries to live the moment. How perfect her life was her ma dida and she a sweet family who cares for each other trust each other and most importantly love each other. Studying in dehradun she enjoyed her life's most beautiful time. Living near sky always give her peace. She doesn't know why but she loves watching sky like she always find something serene.
Those stars and moon always listen her heart with out interrupting the sun always gives her spirit of life. In hill area she felt sky is nearer and when the clouds touch her skin she can felt the sky. Thus Dhera was her best memory of life. Where she met many people made many friends. And there she found her best friend bidhi. She was the person after dida who can understands her with out saying. In life miseries their conection became loose but they are still in contact. But they are not like before but she thought now it's time to do all the things she left behind after getting involved with maheswaris. And first thing she wanna do to make their friendship like before. And the good thing is bidhi is coming tomorrow to kolkata for some official work and she promised her to meet her. Now it's time to set her life first. Yeah sanskar said right they really need a break from this relationship. And now she will not go back to him until she do all the incomplete things which she left behind. If her parents or sister force her then also she will not go.

Entering bari swara asked a glass of water from her mother. Her mother came with water and looked at her and find something different expression in her face. No pain no happiness just showing determination. She didn't understand her. Her thought broke by Ragini who is asking swara is sanskar forgave her or not. Swara stared at duo and said 'i need time' sighing heavily. Ragini frowned listening her and going to say something but interrupted by Sharmistha 'let her decide about her life Ragini please'. Swara smiled at her mother and went to her room.

It's 5.15 pm swara was waiting for bidhi for 15 minutes looking at glass door and her lips break in a smile seeing her bff entering. She waved her hand to her and she also noticed her and came to the table and both hugged. And then settled in chairs. They started to talk about their old days. And the flow broke when bidhi said about Swara's married life. Swara didn't understand how to say but she knew she is the who can help her to overcome this. So she started to say about her life miseries. After listening her bidhi got stunned she knew first swara was going to marry laksh and end up marrying his elder brother sanskar. Then she got the news from her friend that her husband love her so much and so does she and they are happy. But there is lot more and she got hurt that her bff never felt to share those things to her. Where she shares every important thing with her. She know after getting married  swara got more involved in family thus their friendship lost their charm. But isn't she worth of listen her friend. But now she has to be strong and support her. She kept her hand over swara's hand and asked what she wants now? Swara replied that now she wanted to live her life fully removing her in laws' family for sometimes. Bidhi said to her : swara why don't you fulfill your dream now?
Swara raised her brow in asking manner. Bidhi replied 'are buddhu you wanted to be pilot na.' swara listened her and said : but bidhi how can I do this? My parents will never allow.
Bidhi smiled at her and said : this is the time swara to reach the sky to fulfill your dream. Stop thinking about others. Just think about yourself. It's high time to become a self depended woman.
Swara asked : but expenses?
Bidhi said : swara in dhera you used to teaching students as tutor and you used to do savings and I think you didn't spend it. And about staying you come to mumbai with me leave kolkata for some time. And you can do any job after training. You should swara you only read science to become a pilot. Please think about it and let me know. I am here for a week.

Sitting in balcony swara remembered bidhi's advice and now she also think to its high time to purchase her dream. She always wanted to be a pilot this way she can go to sky towards infinity. She will she will go there is also pilot traini0ng institute in kolkata but she needs a break very badly and about money she can do the thing which bidhi said. Now she has to talk with maa.

Sharmistha was working in mandir doing puja preparation her attention gained by her daughter. She saw swara is standing with a nervous face. She asked what the matter. Swara replied to her : maa before coming in any conclusion or interrupting me listen my talk very carefully. Maa yesterday I went to Sanskar's office and he thinks we need a break from this relationship and so I think. And thus we need a mutual break i think it's high time to fulfill my dream and become a self depend woman. And maa you also know I always wanted to become a pilot but situation never on side. And I am thinking to do it now. And I am going to leave kolkata and settle in Mumbai. About expense i already talked with bidhi.
Sharmistha saw a another swara and she also knew her daughter is a responsible and mature girl she thinks twice before doing anything. So she also with her now. She replied to swara ' beta now you become a big girl and now you will think better than me and I am with you in your every decision". Swara felt a relief after hearing her mother though she was not going to back of but offending her mother was also a thing she didn't want. She delightfully said to her mother : maa i don't want to thank you making you small. But maa I'm really feeling relief now hearing you. But maa i want a promise from you that you will not said about my whereabouts to anybody and I will change my number before going there you will not give the number to anybody not even sanskar.
Sharmistha kept her palm on her hand showing her promise to her.

HERE IS THE THIRD CHAPTER. I REALLY LIKE THE FRIENDSHIP OF VIDHI PANDYA AND HELLY THUS I PUT THE CHARACTER BIDHI. OKAY GUYS IF YOU LIKE THIS PART THEN PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. YOU KNOW YOUR ONE VOTE AND COMMENT GIVE ME COURAGE TO WRITE MORE. OK THANK YOU.
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